Dont worry baby...dont worry..cause im right here..

[shorty32532]

I have a lot on my mind today, more than usual. I'm sure staying up till 4 in the morning talking to Matt didn't help it just made things worse. I don't want to hurt anybody that I care about, because I know they will always be there for me. But it seems like no matter what I do, I can't make everyone happy. If people really loved me and cared

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I guess I need to clarify a lil...maybe...

[downinggrl]

I don't know if you're refering to me in your first paragraph but I'm assuming that on some level you are. Don't live your life trying to make everybody happy, make yourself happy and then worry about others. That's all anyone can do. But at the same time you have to weigh out the consequences sometimes and look at the choices you make. You say that if people really loved and cared about you that we would try to understand...Meg believe me I've tried time and time again to understand...and to a certain extent I do...you think everyone deserves a second chance and thats fine but again sometimes you need to look at a situation from all sides...take a step back. And like I asked you before, switch places with me for a day and honestly think about how you would feel if I was in your shoes. And don't ever think that nobody cares because you know, at least you should, that I will never stop caring about you. I love you so much

Re: I guess I need to clarify a lil...maybe...

[shorty32532]

I love you too, and I miss you too, I just want things to be alright again. I'm sorry for all of this, I really am. It kills me so much, I cant stop crying over it. But both of you guys had made a huge effect on my life, so I dont know what to do.