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shorty32532

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Jul 13, 2005 10:56

You seem happier with me not in your life..Is that what you want? I've tried so many times to call you, I'll pick up the phone....but then I can just never call because I'm afraid that you hate me. And that I wont be as much fun as anyone else. ..........I need to stop stressing out about it

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Hmmm.... downinggrl July 13 2005, 21:07:49 UTC

OK SO I'M ASSUMING THAT THIS IS ABOUT ME, I JUST GOT THE FEELING LIKE IT WAS WHEN I READ IT. IF IT'S NOT THEN I'M SORRY FOR ASSUMING BUT ( ... )

Re: Hmmm.... shorty32532 July 14 2005, 01:59:52 UTC

I feel like ever since I made the choice to be with Matt, you've gotten more close with Sarah. And yeah, my bad for saying I would call and never did. I tried, many times.. I just never could, I guess you could say I'm afraid. Because I'm afraid of losing you as a friend, I miss you so much. I miss your whole family. I love you guys. I want to get together with you, but I'm afraid it would be really weird, almost like you wouldn't talk to me or something. I'm sorry, I'll make the effort to call you and make plans with you. I'm going away on Friday, so tomorrow I have to do a bunch of laundry and clean my room, so...If you would like....On Monday, we could do something? Or even Tuesday afternoon. Actually I'm free everyday unless something changes, then I would let you know. PLEASE let me know whats best for you and we can go to the mall or something.??! I'M SORRY!!!!!!!!!

Re: Hmmm.... downinggrl July 14 2005, 04:09:17 UTC

I feel like ever since I made the choice to be with Matt, you've gotten more close with Sarah.

I was close with Sarah at the end of junior year and we just kept getting closer throughout senior year. I guess in a way you could say I got closer with her since you made the choice to be with Matt but only in the sense that since you made the choice to be with Matt that's where all your time went, you didn't seem to have the time for me anymore. And that's fine, that was your choice. But regardless of you being with Matt I still would have gotten as close to Sarah as I am, that has nothing to do with you and Matt, that has to do with me and her.

I don't much next week, I just have to work afternoons so give me a call and we can go out to lunch or something.

Re: Hmmm.... shorty32532 July 14 2005, 14:09:26 UTC

All of my time went towards matt because I knew you werent happy with my decision after all the stuff that he did. I don't know what your feelings are towards Matt, But I just wish the 2 of you would sit down and talk, He's very open and he would tell you anything and everything you wanted to know if you asked. I want you and your parents to like him. He really is a great guy. Trust me. If you don't want to take the time to know him that is fine. I just REALLY want us to get close again. I'm okay with you being close to Sarah...What I'm not okay with is when you 2 sit and whisper in eachothers ear and I'm sitting right there...That hurt me so bad at your graduation party...I just want you to know that. I'm not trying to be like oh I don't like sarah or anything like that, thats not what it is.. It's just your actions towards me that hurt me more and more.

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