Remind me that if theres ever someone I care about doing some sort of drugs..to not research it..It doesnt do me any good..God im stupid.

When doug and Tash told me about them liking eachother or whatever, I knew i would be okay because I had Matt to talk to and to be there for me and ya know, He was just going to be where I leaned when I needed it...Now..I dont have Matt. Matts a moron, yes. He's stupid for doing what hes doing. And when I saw him..It wasnt even him. He needs to ( Read more... )

Tims going to AZ. for a week..WHY you're prolly asking? to see a friend named Nicole who has a bf, and her bf is perfectly fine with this..must not have met tim ha..

I didn't go to bed till 3:30 last night and I slept in till 2 today, I would've slept longer but my mom came and woke me up to make sure I was alright. she thought I died, how sweet. Theres nothing going on today, which means I can finally do my homework, I have to do it today so I can hang out with Tasha on 2morrow. I got a drunken phone call at 2 ( Read more... )

So, I'm not mad...I swear I would tell you if I was. I'm just not really sure what to think about it right now. I know you say you're not 'dating' so it doesn't change anything. But it does, it changes soo much. it just pretty much means i'll be getting screwed over more..and again..Whatever though, I'm the best friend..I should support you..which ( Read more... )

Soo, Tash and I went shopping yesterday, you have to love how silly I am. Lol. Then I went to Nicki's at like 6 and she called me and was like do you want to go to dinner with us? I was like uhm sure if u want me to, and shes like well yeah! so we went to dinner, they left to go to the casino, mitchell passed out at about 11..Jeremy came over at ( Read more... )

I worry WAY to much, honestly...Zoe woke me up barking at 10 this morning so i get up, i go to the bathroom, and i saw a white van in tims driveway with the back of the van opened up and it looked like there was a bunch of like boxes in it, and i started to freak out because i thought Tim was leaving.....it was the hottub guy fixing the hot tub ( Read more... )

I am so bored, I want to go change my room aroumd, but I'm not sure how exactly I want to. Tim's boat is in his drive way :o( just means its getting closer to them leaving. It's sad, I'm sad. The minute I noticed the boat is in the drive way, I'm calling him to see if he left..He better not leave without saying good bye to me..AGAIN. Its not like I ( Read more... )

He's awesome, he can make the worst day into the best just by making fun of me..how sweet is that? gotta love him...i knew there was a reason why im moving with him...ha

YAY for shopping all day with mom, it was fun..Well needed time spent together ( Read more... )