Yeah I have run out of things to title my journal as. Paul never called back today and no Nick stopping by. Dont really care I have been getting along with my parents alright and have no need for a quick escape. I would like to hear from them just for the soul purpose of knowing I am still in the click ( Read more... )

Nothing much has been going on. I talked to Paul today he says he has been extremely busy lately and thats why he hasnt called. He told me that Ashley and Jesse are officially broken up but Jess is still living with Ash. I think thats stupid but oh well none of my business. Nick is supposedly in town but going home tomarrow it sucks that he ( Read more... )

I achieved one goal today I cleaned my room and finished my laundry. It was a good day. I even got out of bed before noon so I guess it was a really good day. Then my parents got back from the doctor. My dad isnt dieing Its a great day. My cd player in my car was broken last week by ashley cant listen to music back to just a really good day. ( Read more... )

I have been pissy lately from all the shit that has been going wrong in my life. I have said a few things that I shouldnt have said insulted ppl and just really been shitting on everyone. I cant take my frustration out on the stupid people of the world they know not what they do. Being vengeful and vindictive isnt my style but for the past week ( Read more... )

So I guess Ash and Jess are back together again or trying to work things out. Who knows who cares. My opinion still stands that if you are fighting so bad that you have 3 fights a week its time to give things a rest and break up. Why are they torturing themselves? For Love? What good is love when you disagree all the time? But like I said I ( Read more... )

So today was like any other day. Nothing much happened. Mom and Dad took off to town and woke me up early to take care of the monster. They were gone till about 1 pm so I was greatful to see them when they got home. Autumn was horrible today. Everything I told her to do she had to sass me. Then I was joking around with her and grabbed her ( Read more... )

So Nick called today I guess Ashley took off this morning with Jesse's car. They are trying to find her cause they want the car back or something. Like I told him on the phone not my problem. They wanted to know if I have seen her anytime today. Nope why would she come talk to me? Seems to me this was coming for a long time. I just wish Jesse ( Read more... )

So I have been reading up on things. Ashley wrote in her journal the other day that she was fighting with Jesse again. Sorry about your luck. But not once did I read her mention me or an appology. Looks like she doesnt really care that she lost a friend. Thats fine with me. Just to let her know everytime she goes to get in the shower and ( Read more... )

I want to lash out right now I want to scream and shout. I want to throw insults in the faces of my supposed friends. But I wont. Heres the deal.... Buffer called today. He is very hurt that Kathy threw him out as well. She called him a drunk and told him that if he wants to be welcome at her house again he better sober up clean up and lose ( Read more... )

ok mom and dad took off to town. I decided while they are gone I would get to work on job hunting and what not. I filled out some of my financial aid paperwork. Now I am just sitting here bored out of my mind waiting for something to happen. I was hoping Ashley and Buffer might would come over beings how her car is legal today but so far ( Read more... )