grr, i'm so frustrated being here. i just need a change of scenery. i'm sick of roaming from one room to another just to sit and watch the same stupid tv show i was watching in the other room. it's seriously driving me crazy. now it seems like i'm never getting out of here. i have no where to go and no one to see. i'm going absolutly positivly ( Read more... )

ok so i'll admit, i've been in a really grumpy mood lately. but it's only when i'm stuck in my house with my family. when i'm at work or with mike or anywhere else but here i'm fine. i have no idea why it's just like when i'm home i just want to be left alone, don't come near me don't bother me, don't torment me, just leave me alone. i don't know ( Read more... )

well i'm home again after camp. well actually i've been home since thurs but i've been busy. gotta go to work soon. been up all morning changing the oil in my car and cleaning and such. camp was fun, well except the whole getting sunburn and lack of sleep and the 8 homesick campers we were up with all night until they would finally get to sleep. ( Read more... )

sooo i leave today for camp and i have nothing done yet. oh well. nothing unusual about that i never have anything done til the day i leave. right now i'm working on laundry and stuff so i can pack up and clean out my car so it all fits. i only got like 6 hours of sleep last night so this week will be interesting, goin to bed at 2 and waking up at ( Read more... )

welp was at FSU today with mike for his transfer orientation. it was nice having a change of scenery for once. 4 hours in a car, not so much fun but it was some nice time with mike for the day since we've been so busy lately ( Read more... )

well this week is actually getting better. didn't think it would but it is ( Read more... )

well today was one hell of a long day. spent this morning at the funeral which was really hard. but it ended ok, just something you have to deal with one day at a time. got back this afternoon exhausted but couldn't take a nap which sucked. so i went to the new windsor carnival tonight with nikki which was fun. we won a fish...just hope he lives ( Read more... )

i thought it was a lie, a cruel joke, a dream ( Read more... )

well i've been home for less than 24 hours from my camping vacation. that was so much fun i couldn't have asked for a better weekend. went to the falls, i've always loved that place, and on a 3 mile hike up a mountain....what was i thinking...lol it was actually really fun. and not hot, it rained a lot though but oh well ( Read more... )

well it's frickin hot in my house right now, as it has been all week. stupid lack of a/c, i have half a mind to climb in the freezer and never come out. oh well. went to mike w's grad party the other day than went swimming at my mikes house which was fun-ish, i hate water near my face for any reason, always have always will, would rather just sit ( Read more... )