I'm failing at life...

[shortydanny]

I think part of the reason I've give up so easily, and don't put too much effort into things anymore is because I don't believe in myself anymore. Certain circumstances made fall quarter difficult to pass, and winter I got sick. Now I have no excuse, but I just feel like such a failure based on my performance here so far. In fact, it seems to have

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[punkfoomasta]

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maybe you missed the point of my last comment.

If I ever say "i could never do that" it's because i'm genuinely amazed by you.
You've accomplished so much. You know so much about so many things because you care about them. Hell... If I ever have a question about cars, cameras, anything electronic, and i think you're probably the only person i've ever knows who knows as much, if not more, random trivia as me.

I guess I kinda fail in my attempt to show you this... or to express whatever I intend to...
I feel bad when I can't help... particularly with math, because that's the one avenue in particular in which I myself feel like a failure.

I couldn't have asked for a better last month here, and I have you to thank for that. And if that's not enough of a "i believe in you" then i've failed you.

[shortydanny]

Well, actually I didn't check the comment before I posted this, but thank you so much for your kind words! LJ kinda stopped emailing me. =( Let's hang out tomorrow and go to the beach or something. I can't wait to have margaritas and relax with you tonight!

you know i do

[ticklemehilary]

if i didn't believe in you.. why do you think i talk to you? that i listen to your problems, that i sat there while you were doing your hw and pushed you to finish it.. and tell you that i do believe in you? it's because i do believe in you sweetie. if i could look you in the eyes and tell you that.. i would.. but you're kinda far away to do that...
just know i love you
and im here for you
always.

Re: you know i do

[shortydanny]

Thanks Hil, you know you mean a lot to me too. I tihnk you're like the last true friend I have from back home. =/