It's all about pressure isnt it? Endless pressure. Not just from the rents although they're the Grand Masters of it, but from everyone and everywhere. Pressure is to achieve in every aspect of your life, like some kinda self-improvement quiz in a mag.

Tiredness has hit me like a baseball bat to the back of my head-- at work im having to use my ( Read more... )

Bright and early.. good morning!! Im sitting at my desk... with tons of paper work to do.. way to get a day started. :\ Anyways.. ohhh advice.. dont drink tea in the morning. lol.. go straight thru you!! :D kay yall have a wonderful day!!!!!

heya...this is my email account for work... drop a line or two.. :)

GriffisA@vystarcu.org 

Ahh. Work yesterday was awesome! I love my job..(so far) ..lol. Im decorating my desk and all.. Pics later ;) haha. anyways.. I've gotta day planned.. soo g2g.. <3

Sometimes I'm desperate for someone to see my point of view, to rate what i do and why i do it. Why my point of view is valid. there are always 2 parts of a story.

I always get that lil voice... Back down, back down.. You'll lose..reverse, retract, go back. But this time, I need to fight it.

See, Im not me anymore. I'm that shadow person that ( Read more... )

*sigh*.. I hate when I start thinking.. :(

Don't risk anything you aren't willing to lose

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590.00 on my car to get fixed, 200.00 cell bill, 190.00 for my best friend's wedding, 35.00 credit card bill. All due by the end of this month.... and my manager wont work me enough. I went to fill out 20 applications yesterday. oh, and Im on E right now. Im doing just fine and dandy, thanks for asking!!

I cannot stand people that are sooo egocentric. I mean come on.. go fuck yourself!!

I've come to the conclusion, its a dog eat dog world... And being the kind and caring person just doesnt cut it!! It's like "You stratch me back and I'll stratch yours."

I love variety, the buzz, but sometimes I just coast through it.

You know the saying .." out ( Read more... )