God man I dont understand why I have to put up with this. I mean I thought this was the best thing because I was thinking about my future and all but it was a mistake. I dont wanna live here for one more day. I miss my house and my friends. Ive just always worked so hard to be independent, since I was 17 because of all I went through and now its ( Read more... )

HAPPY 4th OF JULLY!!!!!
What are you gonna do on this day? Me? Nothing, Imma just be alone,alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone and sleep!!!!!!!! Here are some July 4th Pics I took......Oh and the visor was made by the kids I teach and no I dont smoke, and no, Ive never worn those glasses out in public, and never will::RE::......PEACE

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ILL ALWAYS REMEMBER your smile, your individuality, your caringness(sp?), your ability to get through to me, your face when you cry, your guitar playing, your jokes, your PEACE, you being the most significant person to ever come into my life, just you...Im Lost ( Read more... )

I fucking hate myself and this Life!!!!I moved back home, it's a fucking bitch I hate this shit. Awww Fuck!!!I start teaching tomorrow. My first day. Wish me luck. Some people dont really know how I look without those damn shades LMAO so here is my fucking diseased and shitty self. Fucking Life. O and somebody please hook me up with an lj code ( Read more... )

Um, Im movin' tomorrow and not on up like the Jeffersons. Everything is bullshit. My life is disgusting and I'm a virus, a fucking disease and shit. I don't really have shit to pack cause I told my cousin to take everything when he left. My life is like a fucking STD and shit, just nasty and annoying. I won't discuss if I had an STD before, if you ( Read more... )

VysuaLyze People

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So my cousin, roomate and friend is gone(By the way, theyre all one person) Im left here alone in my house and Im leaving next Saturday.::sighs:: Im like waiting for a miracle. I watched K-Pax today and halfway through the movie, I stopped watching it and looked directly at the light coming from the wondow for an hour. Like I didnt even notice till ( Read more... )

Im gonna do it, Im gonna commit suicide by way of medical prescription drugs, or by a lethal overdosage of illegal community violation tablets. Who's gonna pick me up off the floor, like I did for others?, um no one, no one's here for me. If only I could though, I would, but I can't. I mean I would love to kill myself, but there's just no possible ( Read more... )

Jack and Jill ran up the hill to fetch a pail of water ( Read more... )

Well, I can finally see my background, and it looks kewl:)Im starting to have doubts about leaving my job for teaching summer school. I mean, the pay is gonna be great, but what am I gonna do after the summer LOL. Anywho, I went to a meeting today and instead of starting on the 16th we're starting on the 23rd because of the bullshit snow days. So I ( Read more... )