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Babies have arrived!! Monet birthed her whole litter within an hour like a pro. I didnt have to help at all other than comforting her through the pain of her labor. Shes always been an excellent mother.
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Sydney went home...I sooooo enjoyed spending the weekend with her! Feeling all back to normal...
Im just miss molly mood swing lately, yeah I know. Lifes been rough on me...I dont always handle all the shit that happens to me in the best way. But damn....
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Today was a fun day.. I had a barbeque and a bunch of jockeys came over... One of them bought my old safety vest {called a flat jacket}I used to ride in... I wanted 150$ for it, he talked me down to 125$$. He said hes going to use it in his races tomorrow.. He rides 4 different races tomorrow. He made a deal that if my vest brings him luck to ( Read more... ) -
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Finally hit 90 pounds...so nice to look in the mirror and not be able to see every bone in my body...Im actually starting to grow a butt and boobs again...feeling sexy and curvy and womanly.... Crazy! For a while I was in the low to mid 70s.. Felt like shit, looked utterly skeletal..never ate enough if at all... Hope it lasts....My appetite is ( Read more... ) -
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Well I am happy to report mocha is doing so much better these days...She was shy and terrified of absolutely everyone and everything...this is because she spent her first couple years locked in a cage outside..not much socialization, no training...she was pretty hard to deal with the first several months I had her...she was a submissive pee'er ( Read more... ) -
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Wow, I have been reading my journal. Way back in 2007. I had actually forgotten about how happy I really used to be.. I remember being happy of course, but reading it just made me feel it again. It made me cry. I couldnt remember the last horse I got on, or why EXACTLY I stopped going to the track. So much of my past has become a haze, so ( Read more... ) -
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Indy was so cute today, I just love this little dog! Coolest personality ever, he has lots of expressions, probably the blue eyes..: )
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Lovely lovely day...sunny and payday, two of my favorite things....
Started that post yesterday waiting in line at the bank...got busy shopping, barbequed some chicken, watched more greys and fooled around with the paints my brother sent. So far I have been trying to create colors...lots of colors....I want just the right shades of reds, pinks ( Read more... ) -
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My brother just called me and told me to expect a pkg in the mail wed containing pencils, paint, brushes, canvases and various art supplies.
Told me to get off my ass and be the artist Im supposed to be...haha...Told me all the great artists were plagued by mental anguish throughout their lives and they were able to channel it into something ( Read more... )
