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some people are completely fucked up.
today i have offically lost all respect for a certain person today. they sat here and told me that i use the fact that my dad died as an excuse? an excuse for what? who says that^$#@^ they told me i am moody and that i have anger problems. so fucking what. until you go through the same things i went through i don't want to hear it. until you have your dad die, until you have to go and tell your brother what happened and watch his reaction, until you have to plan a wake and funeral and until you have to look at your father dead knowing you could have prevented it i don't want to hear it. no matter how much you say you can relate you can't. you never can. even someone who hated me with a passion would have never said that to me. idk what you were thinking but i hope you know you can't take back what you have said. and today someone said to me "girls like her who have had everything made in their life so far dont know what some things are really like" and i can't agree me. i know you have gone through things that are tough but not half as though as the things i have. so don't ever try telling me i have problems and i should talk to someone. it's not that easy.....