all i have to say at this point is im CONFUSED!!!!
confused about life, relationships, work, what i want, how i want to get there, where i want to be, friends, who they are or who is just toying with my emotions... what should i do? who can i talk to? who is real who is not? one day this will all just drive me insane!!!

last night was the best! went to the harbor with henry, val and trainer!!! they went off and did their own thing whil henry and i did ours... it was so nice to look over the harbor, but it smelled funny there lol henry told me to close my legs! how mean!!! what a mazen thing to say haha ( Read more... )

hooters was a ball!!! totally fun night check out camarillosucks.com for pix!!! happy birthday to me :) i think this is the longest ive ever celebrated my birthday... wend was my birthday then fri night we all went out and sat chilled at celics and sun went to venice then chilled at celics and today at work i got lunch from the manager for my ( Read more... )

You Have A Type A- Personality

A-

You are one of the most balanced people around ( Read more... )

ok so the cow sucks fat ass hole!!!! and if you know who im talking about you should already know that she does!!!! lol fucking bitch!!!! Damn the paint balls!!!! fuck her i made a police report on her today... and if they get her i have to go to court, sucks ass ( Read more... )

...and the count down begins... 365 more days :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!

birthday plans:~ treating myself to a facial ( Read more... )

alex came into the store today and i flipped lol i know lame.... haha

anyway its been raining cats and dogs and a tornado in ventura! this weather is cool but im getting sick of it... okie back to work

more later

shosh

BIRTHDAY countdown : 12 days! woot.... it doesnt chnage one damn thing but it doesn bring me closer to 21!anyway its raining... alot! kinda sucks... but what can you do? BJ's tonight should be fun hang out with peeps i normally dont too much anymore :) expecting a fun night ( Read more... )

so ive hit this downward spiral and im still going down it wondering when i will hit the worst of it and start coming back up... trying to figure out what life is about and why were all here, whats the purpose, whats the reason, WHY? why do i do the things that i do and like the people that i do and still get nothing from it all? ok i get a ( Read more... )