I don't know who picked the mouse as my little emotion display figurine, but I love it. I'm way peaceful right now. I'm listening to this Pete Yorn CD that Nathan burned for me. It's pretty phat - although Nathan made me pay him a dollar for the blank CD cost. I think I'm going to start calling him Scrooge McDuck ( Read more... )

Make time go by, faster and faster ( Read more... )

I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving! I know my week was amazing. If you have a prayer need or something, feel free to post.

I love you guys, Ben

I have to tell myself a few things when I wake up each morning -- Things have changed in me. I'm not the same immature kid that I have been in the past. Certain responsibility is becoming fun for me. My life is filled with God and that is something to be excited about. I also have to remind myself of a few things -- she may never know what it means ( Read more... )

I have never been more convinced of the sky. So much of my life is focused at 5 feet, 8 inches off the ground; I notice the single flower straining for breath amongst the weeds in the cracks of a sidewalk; I notice the beauty of a painting in an eloquently lit room; but I failed to really notice the beauty and amazing sense of the sky. It paints me ( Read more... )

I miss you man. Our childhood, the rare joys of spending the night at each other's house, the mutual understanding of why we live life. We were here to have fun. We raided the bathrooms at Calvary to destroy imaginary villians back when it had only one sanctuary. We stayed up late talking about the future...how we would be best friends forever. You ( Read more... )

I take the road less traveled ( Read more... )

I wish I had a journal here in San Marcos. Nothing beats the feeling of ink sliding up and down a page, solid black with nothing to hide. This is too uniform. Its too unoriginal. I share my thoughts on a journal site that has close to 500 posts a minute...where is the significance of mine? But in a physical journal, shoot...All that matters is you ( Read more... )

Where have the days run to ( Read more... )

There's a light up ahead.

It gets so complicated, if you live enough. We often turn into what we hate, and at times we feel like nothing. But always remember that God brings enough...enough to live for something. And when we can't see, we wake up to His eyes. Wake me up...

There's a light up ahead.

Unconditionally, Ben