School is finally almost done.
Time for a new job as well.
I think i'm going to Hulud on wednesday, if anyone wants to come.
New hope conspiracy is pretty good.
I think i'll go see them june 20th.
Life is boring.
I need to have band practice.

Tonight was best show i've ever seen.
The end.

Good Will Hunting and Rounders are amazing movies.
I am extremely proud of the music my band is making.
Apparently i am an asshole.
Fuck you.
I miss Kara.
I miss Jolene.
I want a new start...

i'm not sure why i un-deleted this thing.
i never have anything to say anymore.
i'm tired of being that kid who just sits by the phone.
i'm tired of everyone's lives revolving around drugs or parties.
summer can't come fast enough.
this post is probly it for me anyway.

"sometimes i feel like i need new friends..."

My new band is absolutely amazing, and i love it.
I miss her, alot. I need my best friend back.
I keep wasting time on people who don't mean shit.
And i can't wait to move away and forget about this place.

I almost forgot why i stopped going to shows.
But last night was a pretty good reminder.
The hardcore scene still sucks.

I have to replace my car's engine.
I'm about $1,000 in debt now.
I got a new job yesterday.
Seems like it should be a good job.
I hope things start looking up again.

I am growing in so many ways.
This 2nd life of mine is coming to close.
Its almost time to shed this skin and start new.

In all honesty, theres very few people in my life right now
that i don't regret ever meeting.
Fuck.
I need something to love and inspire me.

Every single of part of yesterday was great.
I wish i wasn't back home.
Oh well, i'll be gone in june.