you were so loved ( Read more... )

swallowed alive.

losing air.

clawing at my surrounding...

...scrapping for something real...

losing hope, drowning in your tears

sinking further away.

losing sight of what matters.

There is no such thing as the truth.

Finally the sun sank behind the tiring horizon ( Read more... )

how much do we remember of what hurts us most? ive been thinking about pain, how each of us constructs our past to justify what we feel now. How each successive pain distorts the preceding.

...everything matters...even the little things.

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my heart is shattered into a million pieces.
they are all slowly cutting through to escape out of my eyes.
Each drop stings more than the last.
i hope it stops soon.

it wasnt suppose to be like this.

im not suppose to be broken.

i never could wait to start another day ( Read more... )

You can fake it for a while ( Read more... )

so. i lost again. i lost a friend. Someone i loved. Someone thought of as family. so far that makes two people that have left me out of no where. lame. sucks. shitty. what am i suppost to say? "Dont talk to me." Thats all i get from you. why try? why should it be so hard to be your friend?

hey, so what's going on? live journal seems to be dying down a little bit. or maybe im just not cool enough to think of shit to write on her every day. i dont know. last weekend was really fun. actually i think it was the best weekend in about 6 months. i had a lot of fun. it was saint patricks day and my friend erika's 22nd birthday. i started the ( Read more... )