憬
Title: 憬
Pairing: Luhan/Sehun
Word count: 1,081
Summary: Sehun loves Luhan too much
AWAKE
Nothing but a mere confession, caught up in a precise moment that he imagined in his pure head the moment he’d touched his milky soft hands and caressed them to an extent where he’d grip his hands tightly and never let go.
The latter sat still as he looked down on the grazed floor nervously, not even knowing how to move or breath at that exact moment of time.
Everything was like a picture hold in it's perfect position, he decorated it so detailed in his right mind not even once he flinched in his sudden action after realising he felt a mound of butterflies at the bottom of his stomach.
His face suddenly turning into a shade of rosy pink almost like a peach you’d intently want to bite and taste the devoured sweetness flavour it gave.
Was it a subtle command that made him this way, although he was already in denial about his sexuality with the fact that luhan which was the older’s name was probably the main problem that made him this way .
the growing sudden urges of looking at his luscious hazel eyes almost almond colour and his slick ash blond fringe he’d often tie up in some sort of ponytail which people would mistaken him/ resemble almost like some hippy otaku although at age 22 not even slightly ageing a bit,
with his slouch posture who doesn’t even look like he digested a whole cup of noodles despite his thin frame statual skinny waist
which carved so perfectly sleek and his hobby is procrastinating over shounen animes comparing them with other animes(plot lines/episodes of how crap they were and it’d always go on in a circle)
eventually he would give up at one point that he had no one to argue with,apart from in reality he was yelling over a damn 42 inch tv in high volume all by himself all this time.
The anime was called code geass. I guess he had a habit of fawning over bishounen guys and that’s why he had such a huge pile of volumes of code geass ranging from volume 1 to 24, just like any ordinary guys he just spend his time wasting replaying his favourite parts of code geass and nothing else.
Sehun was questioning his confusing conscience whether he should accept the true feelings that he’s starting to develop or should he’d just shake off the thought and completely ignore it, as if it wasn’t a major catastrophe/not much of a big deal to be downright worried about.
However he’d probably end up regretting it for the rest of his life. would he be able to deceive the attractive boy almost killing him inside
virtually on the edge of commiting one of his plushies with a pen because he was damn frustrated uses it as a stress relief
but to others like luhan who would be to scared to even damage any kind of plushie he sees, he was too gullible for his own good.
Taking away all of his true feelings that had constantly blocked his throat from speaking (forming blocks of fog?) normally to luhan
as he’d always end up stuttering every second like when he has seen far scarier scenarios
which happened almost everyday when yixing was is always on his “period” but incase u never knew ,
yixing always remarks “period” even exaggerates it with bending his fingers making caution although he’s a GUY,
males do not conserve or produce menstrual blood as they don’t even have the female anatomy attached to their body
unless one of them from the group is secretly hiding that they have one which is doubtly unlikely.
Yixing thinks period sounds far more better than being expressing, in agitated in the mood or feeling over the weathered.
Sehun think it’s bullcrap and nonsense…
sometimes just sometimes
he thinks yixing is trying to hard to brighten up the atmosphere,
the awkward tension between the group as he used to be the happy mood maker
but ends up scrutinizing an entire whole conversation with his old sick jokes that everyone
would not even bother to laugh because persay his personality had became more tad boring to sehun’s perceptions/perspective.
Anyone in the group who would be perfectly honest would end up in complete mental breakdown ,
sehun would suddenly wanted to shove everything over the edge of the roof or something that has far edges/holes so it can go further below in less than -240 magnitude of the earth’s core.
Was fate/ cupid selflessly mocking sehun with the intention of bringing him to be so overwhemly attracted/attached to luhan’s entire self being…in what became the start of a bloom of his first ever crush into a walflower.
he uttered bullshit and profanities exposing his true feelings out in the open causing people to stare at him with misjudging eyes but he didn’t care because he was just a normal hormonal teenager ,dumb giraffe who was completely acting mentally..
he cautiously re,mark the times with a different emoticon stickers which depended in what mood he as feelings and selflessly redeem himself to be a better person by the end of the summer but luhan was the only thing that kept him awake every day……
not that it mattered anymore..
everything was spiralling in a constant subsequent circles,
the mounting of fresh air he gulped just to try and catch his hitched breath after chasing the prudent guy who managed to snatch his mcm bag which was very valuable to him, it contained nothing but his personal belongings along with the junk of papers that was due in for his coursework today.
Nothing seemed to have gone what he expected it to be, under the impression of that he was always on time for things yet it had to be coincidentally today for the first time of his peak life, that a mutinous situation occurred to him.
He was already 30 minutes late for his first class, he felt like giving up after he had sipped 7 cups of coffee for the past 72 hours staying up to work on his essay..
he was already stressed out and adding on the acquired incident that had took place ,worrying about it didn’t help.
He felt like ripping the roots of his fair wavy hazel hair,
he wasn’t really insane but even once he tried to supress the guilt over sehun by sipping a fresh cup of bubble tea.
Pairing: Luhan/Sehun
Word count: 1,081
Summary: Sehun loves Luhan too much
AWAKE
Nothing but a mere confession, caught up in a precise moment that he imagined in his pure head the moment he’d touched his milky soft hands and caressed them to an extent where he’d grip his hands tightly and never let go.
The latter sat still as he looked down on the grazed floor nervously, not even knowing how to move or breath at that exact moment of time.
Everything was like a picture hold in it's perfect position, he decorated it so detailed in his right mind not even once he flinched in his sudden action after realising he felt a mound of butterflies at the bottom of his stomach.
His face suddenly turning into a shade of rosy pink almost like a peach you’d intently want to bite and taste the devoured sweetness flavour it gave.
Was it a subtle command that made him this way, although he was already in denial about his sexuality with the fact that luhan which was the older’s name was probably the main problem that made him this way .
the growing sudden urges of looking at his luscious hazel eyes almost almond colour and his slick ash blond fringe he’d often tie up in some sort of ponytail which people would mistaken him/ resemble almost like some hippy otaku although at age 22 not even slightly ageing a bit,
with his slouch posture who doesn’t even look like he digested a whole cup of noodles despite his thin frame statual skinny waist
which carved so perfectly sleek and his hobby is procrastinating over shounen animes comparing them with other animes(plot lines/episodes of how crap they were and it’d always go on in a circle)
eventually he would give up at one point that he had no one to argue with,apart from in reality he was yelling over a damn 42 inch tv in high volume all by himself all this time.
The anime was called code geass. I guess he had a habit of fawning over bishounen guys and that’s why he had such a huge pile of volumes of code geass ranging from volume 1 to 24, just like any ordinary guys he just spend his time wasting replaying his favourite parts of code geass and nothing else.
Sehun was questioning his confusing conscience whether he should accept the true feelings that he’s starting to develop or should he’d just shake off the thought and completely ignore it, as if it wasn’t a major catastrophe/not much of a big deal to be downright worried about.
However he’d probably end up regretting it for the rest of his life. would he be able to deceive the attractive boy almost killing him inside
virtually on the edge of commiting one of his plushies with a pen because he was damn frustrated uses it as a stress relief
but to others like luhan who would be to scared to even damage any kind of plushie he sees, he was too gullible for his own good.
Taking away all of his true feelings that had constantly blocked his throat from speaking (forming blocks of fog?) normally to luhan
as he’d always end up stuttering every second like when he has seen far scarier scenarios
which happened almost everyday when yixing was is always on his “period” but incase u never knew ,
yixing always remarks “period” even exaggerates it with bending his fingers making caution although he’s a GUY,
males do not conserve or produce menstrual blood as they don’t even have the female anatomy attached to their body
unless one of them from the group is secretly hiding that they have one which is doubtly unlikely.
Yixing thinks period sounds far more better than being expressing, in agitated in the mood or feeling over the weathered.
Sehun think it’s bullcrap and nonsense…
sometimes just sometimes
he thinks yixing is trying to hard to brighten up the atmosphere,
the awkward tension between the group as he used to be the happy mood maker
but ends up scrutinizing an entire whole conversation with his old sick jokes that everyone
would not even bother to laugh because persay his personality had became more tad boring to sehun’s perceptions/perspective.
Anyone in the group who would be perfectly honest would end up in complete mental breakdown ,
sehun would suddenly wanted to shove everything over the edge of the roof or something that has far edges/holes so it can go further below in less than -240 magnitude of the earth’s core.
Was fate/ cupid selflessly mocking sehun with the intention of bringing him to be so overwhemly attracted/attached to luhan’s entire self being…in what became the start of a bloom of his first ever crush into a walflower.
he uttered bullshit and profanities exposing his true feelings out in the open causing people to stare at him with misjudging eyes but he didn’t care because he was just a normal hormonal teenager ,dumb giraffe who was completely acting mentally..
he cautiously re,mark the times with a different emoticon stickers which depended in what mood he as feelings and selflessly redeem himself to be a better person by the end of the summer but luhan was the only thing that kept him awake every day……
not that it mattered anymore..
everything was spiralling in a constant subsequent circles,
the mounting of fresh air he gulped just to try and catch his hitched breath after chasing the prudent guy who managed to snatch his mcm bag which was very valuable to him, it contained nothing but his personal belongings along with the junk of papers that was due in for his coursework today.
Nothing seemed to have gone what he expected it to be, under the impression of that he was always on time for things yet it had to be coincidentally today for the first time of his peak life, that a mutinous situation occurred to him.
He was already 30 minutes late for his first class, he felt like giving up after he had sipped 7 cups of coffee for the past 72 hours staying up to work on his essay..
he was already stressed out and adding on the acquired incident that had took place ,worrying about it didn’t help.
He felt like ripping the roots of his fair wavy hazel hair,
he wasn’t really insane but even once he tried to supress the guilt over sehun by sipping a fresh cup of bubble tea.