this place is such a shit hole, my first day of work sucked, i threw up all over myself. how fucking embarrassing? It was just beer from last night, but it was still gross. the people are cool, i hope they don't think bad of me now. dude egg mcmuffins and quater pounders and all that shit suck to make. I felt cool though sliding the burgers ( Read more... )

PLEASEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Name: Julia ( Read more... )

Here I go again on my own... hah, but its true. I'm like never really alone, yet I am. We all know this and we all debate this lonely but not alone thing. So yeah, there's also a reason, why I'm here, why I went the other day, why I do all that I do. I don't know what it is, maybe it's to affect another life. Boredom or being alone gets you ( Read more... )

She called me bright eyes, she knew I'd been up all night. She knew I'd been walking around the quiet house bored out of my mind and unable to stay still. I couldn't breathe. My nose wouldn't allow any more breath or anytihng else. I hate that feeling. My body shaking yet relaxed and, no, not a million bucks. A million bucks, would be a pure ( Read more... )

Well there went my dignity, maybe not, but it felt so shitty it probably was. Why I acted fine, Idk? I wanted to kick and scream and yell so many god-awful things; too bad I can only do that to people I don't care about. SO yeah whether it was taken or I was a coward, I don't know either. It's easier to say I was a coward, so I don't have to ( Read more... )

Boys are such whores, but then so are the girls they take home and fuck in one day. Wow I'm bitter, but you know that's how girls are. I better not become like that, no way I won't, self respect. So anyways, boys are whores, it makes you not want to trust them at all.

It was a time of overacting, trust to the unworthing, and undeserved speculation. I'm sorry if you think I betrayed it but I betrayed myself and I needed to forget it. I made myself stupid, omg I made myself naive. It's a little too late now, but it has to be known the mistake I made. Then again it wasn't, I'm so confused. They say everything ( Read more... )

I'm all freakin down and bored as shit, I hate feeling this way. Damn and I hate being home, I cleanded, I knew I'd be stufck here for awhile. Tommorrows the last day, its cool but then again I'm gonna be so bored. I need car, but who doesnt.

"Why are you so far away? she said ( Read more... )