I SWEAR IF I WAS A COKE ADDICT MY LIFE WOULD BE TOTALLY AWESOME

I WOULD LOSE WEIGHT AND BE TOTALLY CONFIDENT IN ALL MY ACTIONS

AS OPPOSED TO TRYING TO HIDE EVERYTHING BEHIND CHEAP LIPSTICK AND WORN SHOES

AND LOVING EVERY PATHETIC WHIMSY THAT FALLS ACROSS A STAGE

GOD DAMN THOSE PATHETIC WHIMSIES

GOD DAMN THEM

On Rowan's advice I sampled Omegle.com and this was the conversation I had ( Read more... )

Can anyone tell me what age my moods will stop being so fickle at? I thought at the age of 21 I'd be over the hump of going from happy to grumpy to happy to depressed every pissing four hours! I am ANGEEEE

I have listened to your words so many times ( Read more... )

Recently I've been creating loads and loads of songs because I've met someone. He's inspiring, musical, charismatic, eccentric, a touch pretentious, hedonistic, carefree and good with kids. He's passionate, lustful, poetic, fearful and my age. In short, I am fairly convinced that we'd make an ideal match and, despite having only met in person ( Read more... )

How come I end up where I started
How come I end up where I went wrong
Won't take my eyes off the ball again
You reel me out then you cut the string

I bought a bible, because life is shit.

Urgh. URRRRGHHHH. I'm in a terrible depressed funk and I can't even be bothered doing anything to help myself out of it. I don't want to leave the house or get up or wash. I haven't done it in five days, why start now? It makes me think that coming off all my pills will be a positive, as I don't thinking anything will change. I have the go ( Read more... )

I don't know if I'll ever get over my mum saying this today ( Read more... )

( I had a headache so I wrote some poetry )