ffuck.

[shouldhavebeenu]

i was in a really bad mood. i was about to cry when i got home from cheryls. i have no idea why. i felt soo. good there. i was all. happy and shit. then. i dunno. got home. started htinking i guess. i hadnt talked to corey all day so i was pissed. then. i duno. he called. and.. i started crying.. my dad had pissed me off and.. when corey called i

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[final_opposite]

Uhh. I've told you this... I didn't invite you just cuz other people couldn't go.. I thought you understood that.. I guess not.

thanks.

[xounlovedxo]

no, thanks for telling me u sily.heh. i dont deserve to be happy, one time elliot told me "i always thought u were pretty, really pretty, but now i realize your ugly,on the inside" which wil never leave my head, my thoughts i think about that SO much, about how i say i dont deserve this, the things people do. but i do deserve, i dont deserve to be happy, im evil and i hurt people inttenionally, if anyone deserves to be happy, it sure as hell isnt me. and actaully i know that maybe now, you are a true friend. u told me something u knew would hurt me, but u told me anyway, maybe u told me to hurt me, or maybe u told me cause u wanted me to know, i dont know the mind works in mysterious ways, and does things not to be good, just to be evil, and i like it. cause when it comes down to it... you told me