Sorry you feel like shit. So do I. Being hungry sucks. Eric and I had a blowout tonight...Wasn't fun and now he's trying to be all sweet and shit like he normally is after we fight. I just have a headache, my eyes are swollen, and I just want to go to bed. Ryan's in bed for the night hopefully so I'll be going to bed shortly.
I miss having the giggles. I haven't REALLY laughed in a long time...
I honestly think I'm depressed...I'm crying as I type this right now, and just writing that first part of the sentence got me going.
I just don't ever get any time to myself...I'll update later about it. Ryan's awake so I have to go finish feeding him since he fell asleep eating. And once this bottle is gone, done to bed he goes, whether or not he's awake. He usually will scream himself to sleep.
Eric better start helping you... he really makes me mad. And whether he likes it or not, you guys need groceries! I mean, you are pregnant and you can't go a whole day without eating something good and it's not only bad for you but it could be bad for the baby. What's he going to do when Ry starts needing actual food!? Ugh, he makes me angry. I wish you could come home, at least you and Ryan would be taken care of that way! Either by his parents or ours. I'm getting over feeling like shit - I just need a humidifier in my room and that'll solve a lot of the problems. Every morning I wake up with a completely dry throat and my nose is like cracking on the inside its so dry. Of course, having a cold on top of that doesn't help too much. G2G
He does help from time to time, but the fight was because I wanted to go to Taco Bell by myself to get my food and he wanted me to take Ryan with. I have Ryan all day, Lord knows I love the kid but I can only handle him or so long. I need a break and some time to myself...Is that really too much to ask? I'm home with the kid all day...I can't even take a shower without Eric having Ryan in there with me.
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Sorry you feel like shit. So do I. Being hungry sucks. Eric and I had a blowout tonight...Wasn't fun and now he's trying to be all sweet and shit like he normally is after we fight. I just have a headache, my eyes are swollen, and I just want to go to bed. Ryan's in bed for the night hopefully so I'll be going to bed shortly.
I miss having the giggles. I haven't REALLY laughed in a long time...
I honestly think I'm depressed...I'm crying as I type this right now, and just writing that first part of the sentence got me going.
I just don't ever get any time to myself...I'll update later about it. Ryan's awake so I have to go finish feeding him since he fell asleep eating. And once this bottle is gone, done to bed he goes, whether or not he's awake. He usually will scream himself to sleep.
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I'm getting over feeling like shit - I just need a humidifier in my room and that'll solve a lot of the problems. Every morning I wake up with a completely dry throat and my nose is like cracking on the inside its so dry. Of course, having a cold on top of that doesn't help too much.
G2G
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