in case you didnt notice whitch i dont understand how you would notice! i got high speed internet yay! i was wacthing the new kelly clarkson music video! it's great love it! "behind these hazel eyes" i love her new cd i love her!! she's great she's is my new fav thing right now.so move over utada hello kelly! i have spyware and adware it amkes my ( Read more... )

ok im tired of this i cant handle it anymore i cant i've cried to many time because of this fucking asshole yes larry is an asshole i fucking hate him. he is making my life a fucking living hell. i really do enjoy the time he is away from me. i cant stand it anymore i want him out. im stuck with him and he knows it. he contantly treats me like shit ( Read more... )

well anyways im about to go to bed im tired and i have to close today so fuck it.lol. it's werid im writing this knowing that i need to update everything and say everything and write everything but im so fucking lazy but i want to caputre how i feel for everyone but how am i going to do that if i keep putting it off. well anyways im going to start ( Read more... )

well this is an update lol. stupid me. but anyways not seeing anyone currently weight 10,000 pounds. shags 0!! i got paid yesterday and bought the sarah mclachlan afterglow live cd it's great love iT!! but that's not why im on here. ok my little sister ran away the other day and know one knows where she is at beside here stupid little friend whitch ( Read more... )

Never give out your password or credit card number in an instant message conversation ( Read more... )

well today was a great day i havent had one of these days in a long time there were it's minor bitches but hey looked past that. today anchor blue called me in for an interview i guess they want me!! lol. yay! two jobs and two fun jobs. and that cute guy talked to me today i hope he's gay like i have a chance with him anyways but we were talking ( Read more... )

suddenly everything you said to me become a lie in my own making suddenly the things that were placed upon are on me. suddenly everything i once knew about you is just gone. suddenly do i even know you anymore. sorry not making any sense right now but im going through another thing with larry well not with larry but myself. he said to many thing ( Read more... )

well anyways i finshed off any lose ties with larry it's over the relationship. were still friends but now we both know that there is nothing between us anymore.lol. no this is how thing went i asked questions got mad felt like he took a big part away from me when he told me some stuff. i felt like i coulndt breathe it really did hurt. i know ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder when karma will come threw like it dosent happen fast enough. lol. i know that's a bad thing but what goes around comes around but dammmit not fast enough!!!! but yea you probably wondering what im talking about i know something you dont know. i cant tell anyone it's something i discoverd the other day when i was doing my chart ( Read more... )

well i welcome the things that i dont want and i have to face it like jealousy and hate and anger whitch i dont have much of just hurt. i dont want to hurt anyone like they have hurt him physicaly or emtionly so i give up. i know i can change for the better. and trust me i will. hopefully. well anyways i dont expect me to go blah anymore ut ( Read more... )