just a random entry nothing much to write about.

for the last few days or weeks i have been feeling really consumed in my rage and today im over it im happy now for sure i've told my self sometimes the harder things in life are always the right ones. so there is no easy way i must face it i cant give up and i wont be influenced by being alone. i will have a complete make over. this time for real ( Read more... )

i love revenge im going to be getting my revenge on larry and his new fucker come one peopel do you think i would be that nice by settign them up together i hate larry and i hate dain. i fucking hate them i want to kill them. so what i did now that there tryign to keep it a secret at work i told his boss today derrick that dain had larry in after ( Read more... )

Gotta find your inner strenght
If you can't then just throw life away
Gotta learn to rely on you

Beauty, strenght, and wisdom, too
You're beautiful inside and out
Lead a great life without a doubt
Don't need a man to make things fair
'Cuz more than likely he won't be there
Listen boy, gotta know it's true
In the end all you've got is you

im going to write a poem about my experiances right now. thanks for your support natalie i really apperciate it so much. hugs and kisses and hope to see you soon. sorry about my not having periods in my sentences.
joseph

i know why i really dont have a crush on dain because i dont have the feeling like he huged me last night and i felt nothing maybe im just numb but i found out larry likes him so there goes my chances dain would probably go for larry any day i feel like bridget jones lol. but no really i feel horrible once again i feel vunerable to being single it ( Read more... )

im confused by myself i dont know if i have a crush or not on someone his name is blank cant say but yea he's cute and mysterious and yea himself. i dont want to take the risk of the crush though like i dont want to like say i like you and have him be like ill omg get away from me
night night
joseph

music is like my therapy next to my lj.... sometimes i get so consumed with my anger. that makes me mad lol it's like a chain cycle. sometimes i wish i had a friend to cry to. i want to cry!! but i must keep composure infront of all these people at the mall. off the topic i really hope i get the job tommrow. i know it's albertsons people dont laugh ( Read more... )

Every time I feel alone ( Read more... )

-Loop hole of my heart-

Think of what you said,

Act like who you think you are,

Don’t think of yourself

with such high regards,

I am said to be lucky,

People must choose you,

Waiting on your fake tears,

Who will help me?

Look good to your audience,

you, you are the hero,

I am the villain in your story,

People only seeing things from one side,

You ( Read more... )