Mm? Oh, you mean my having gotten killed... Well, I can't say that mujan's particularly happy about it since the more I die, the more I forget about where I'd come from. But I'm willing to take a lot of chances to get the information I'm looking for.
About what happened, kid... I'm really sorry that I had to do it. I know you don't want to see anyone die, but it was a choice that I made for myself. Some people will go as far as they can, push as hard as they like, just to achieve a certain goal, and that's what I had to do back then.
Maybe it's something that you don't understand right now, but on the other hand, I can't say I'm very good at expressing myself and my intentions, either.
What information is so important that yer just gonna sit back an' be all friendly-like to someone who doesn' seem to care that they killed ya? He ain' apologizin' or showin' any remorse, an' none o' ya seem to mind!
Yer laughin' it off like ya get killed every other tuesday 'r somethin'! I just can' believe it, yer all crazy!
No, I don' understand, okee? An' I don' think I wanna!
If something else is controlling the person that you care about, what would you be willing to sacrifice to find out what it takes to get your loved one back to normal? It's not a normal circumstance, so he's not sorry. And I normally wouldn't push myself to such measures, so I'm not sorry, either.
Where I came from, people got killed every day. It was a world of war, a world of death, and I made my living by taking people down. It was a job, a duty, and I had no choice other than to suppress any emotions that I had about the target. Maybe my dying here is meant to make up for it; Logan wasn't the first one who's ever killed me here. It's the third time, so maybe you could say that I am used to it by now.
It's okay if you don't understand. Actually, it's probably better that way...
Ah... maa... well, umm... I can explain, really...
... does apologizing help any? I really am sorry about that.
[PRIVATE//UNHACKABLE] If I hadn't gone and done that, I wouldn't have been able to completely confirm the information about Hojo and Jenova. And I was testing to see how much control Jenova had over them--I couldn't possibly test this on Rikku...
Yes, Hojo and Jenova are related in the way that Hojo experiments on people by injecting Jenova cells into his subjects for a specific project. It looks like I know two people who have been experimented on: Logan and Rikku.
It doesn't matter who killed me; not anymore, at least. As I'd suspected, he was also infected with Jenova, and I wanted to see how far things would go. Although I didn't realize or think about how concerned I was going to make others by intentionally going into a battle where I'd die and lose some memories, and for that I apologize. In the meanwhile, it's already happened, so we have to just move on...
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About what happened, kid... I'm really sorry that I had to do it. I know you don't want to see anyone die, but it was a choice that I made for myself. Some people will go as far as they can, push as hard as they like, just to achieve a certain goal, and that's what I had to do back then.
Maybe it's something that you don't understand right now, but on the other hand, I can't say I'm very good at expressing myself and my intentions, either.
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Yer laughin' it off like ya get killed every other tuesday 'r somethin'! I just can' believe it, yer all crazy!
No, I don' understand, okee? An' I don' think I wanna!
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Where I came from, people got killed every day. It was a world of war, a world of death, and I made my living by taking people down. It was a job, a duty, and I had no choice other than to suppress any emotions that I had about the target. Maybe my dying here is meant to make up for it; Logan wasn't the first one who's ever killed me here. It's the third time, so maybe you could say that I am used to it by now.
It's okay if you don't understand. Actually, it's probably better that way...
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((OOC: Warning: This is Misao's fake smile - the one she uses before she erupts into her explosive rage XD))
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... does apologizing help any? I really am sorry about that.
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If I hadn't gone and done that, I wouldn't have been able to completely confirm the information about Hojo and Jenova. And I was testing to see how much control Jenova had over them--I couldn't possibly test this on Rikku...
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Who killed you, Kakashi?
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It doesn't matter who killed me; not anymore, at least. As I'd suspected, he was also infected with Jenova, and I wanted to see how far things would go. Although I didn't realize or think about how concerned I was going to make others by intentionally going into a battle where I'd die and lose some memories, and for that I apologize. In the meanwhile, it's already happened, so we have to just move on...
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Right, don't get yourself into anymore dangers, Kakashi, losing memories isn't pleasant at all.
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