Jongkey Drabble: Hate

Apr 07, 2011 11:03

Title: Hate
Pairing: Jongkey
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG to be safe
Word Count: 189
A/N: I’m kinda depressed so I wrote angst (who knew). From Key’s POV. Tumblr URL has changed to uverbeanlovepsychic.tumblr.com.



Everyone thought we were together. And we were, for a time.

Then he started hating me.

He started berating me.

I didn’t know what I did to him, what I did to deserve this treatment.

He would move close to me like before, only to whisper something like how he wished I would disappear.

He taught me how to act, how to be a fake person in front of the world, how to hide it all, bury it all.

He would still use me, take advantage of me, come into my bed at night and do whatever he wanted with me, and I was alright with it, because I loved him. I still love him.

He tells me every day how he can’t stand me, how he wishes I would die, that I was never born to begin with.

I didn’t know why.

And when it was made public, when everyone found out about him and her, I understood.

He hated me because I made him question.

He hated me because he loved me.

I realized that Jonghyun only started hating me after he met her.

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Dou?

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jongkey, pg, drabble

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