well. i didn't get to see gretch tonight. i hope she's okay. i'm gonna call her.

vanessa and i went to see Burning In Effigy, nick and mikes band. good times. they played really really well. i am diggin the music. mike had my bracelet, nick owns for reminding him. mike actually looked kinda good, i was like, woah hey ( Read more... )

What is the deal with girls hating to be "girly" and being proud they aren't. Girls who love to be one of the guys and try to act tough. It annoys me so much. I don't mind if you arent girly but why brag about it? Those people do it so guys like them better, or so they think. I just don't know. I hate gender associations. So I like the color pink, ( Read more... )

In one way or another I've always suffered. I didn't know why exactly. But I do know that I'm not so scared of suffering now. I feel more than I've ever felt and I've found someone to feel with. To play with. To love in a way that feels right for me. I hope he knows that I can see that he suffers too. And that I want to love him.

Lee in "Secretary ( Read more... )

i spent 175 at charlotte russe. got 10 awesome tops. 2 purses. gloves. good times ( Read more... )

sometimes you can love someone, and will the good of them, but the best way to love them is to not continue being in a relationship with them, because you keep hurting each other.

got this from gwyns journal.

word.

so this year, i've decided to keep a real journal. i love the lj, but im going to start keeping one for me. im kind of excited, cause this means i get to go to barnes and nobles and get one. for the next few days, its going to be me and my grandparents and my old dog. thomas went to palm springs and my brother went back to colombia so its just us. ( Read more... )

i'm in kansas city for the next few days. i got here xmas day. my old dog fiona lives here and is soooo cute! good times seeing her ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
haha there were many things, what can i talk about? um. oh! i got a tattoo. oh! and i cut my long hair short!!
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i dont even remember mine from last year, but i think it was to enjoy the year and be happy with ( Read more... )

10 THINGS BLACK AND LATIN PEOPLE KNOW, BUT WHITE PEOPLE WON'T ADMIT ( Read more... )

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