my birthday is in seventeen days.

woah. so im just a little stressed today. this holiday thing... freaks me out every year without fail. dont get me wrong, i love the holidays, but theres so many things to worry about. i just kinda got let it run its course, i know, and i know that it wont be like other years with divorce and bad blood and whatnot. just keep repeating, it will work ( Read more... )

im not taking the prozac anymore. im noticing that parts of my old self are coming back... im easily irritated. (as if i wasnt before, lol amy) the smallest things are gettin me down. but it could really be the days. moms freaking out about christmas, because we dont have much money to spend. which is fine by me. we're so blessed already. its just ( Read more... )

brennan requested an update ( Read more... )

it always amazes me how good things can get.

1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you ( Read more... )

i haven't written in quite a while. its all sort of a blur of headaches naps and homework. speaking of haedaches, i have a killer one right now. so i've been doing what i normally do.. hang out with people. i am so tired. moms having surgery to remove the titanium plate and screws from her neck... because they're starting to scrape at her vertebra ( Read more... )

hi....im tired. and ive just gotten over being sick...stayed home on friday. had a dumb weekend...i changed my math and chem around so i could be in app alg II...>_< thats not good enough for me. its just not what i want to show up on my transcript when i apply to colleges. but then.. lets be realistic for a moment. where am i going anyway? yeah.. ( Read more... )

i fucking hate today. i stayed home cause i was sick. im getting REALLY tired of people asking me questions that they expect me to answer (AND ORDER PIZZA) when i lost my goddamn voice. im getting tired of the sick crying that i always do and im tired of that math that ill never understand and on top of that i missed today's lesson so i wont ( Read more... )

a friend of my brother's friend, sam, killed himself a few days ago. had a fiancee, a brilliant guy that ive heard none but positive things about. i didnt know him. probably never met him. but doesnt it always stick with you? like... steve kohut's brother. i didn't know him. none of us did. but you feel it too. i think we all have something we can ( Read more... )