*if only i could give up on you.. but i cant, i cover everything up by saying i love you when i wish i could be saying i hate you for doing this to me, for makeing me cry all the time, for throwing away the smiles i used to have but this is life, you get hurt.. but when do i get to be happy again? when your here lying and saying you love me just so ( Read more... )

ok....so um.. ya this is my new lj ..... ok so ya um..... i realized today i still love scott.... that really sux b/c i kno we will never be able 2 have nething but even if we did i'd never be able to trust him b/c he is a patheological asshole liar..... but w/e .... ne ways ... ya the reason the subject of this is i feel really shallow max is lik ( Read more... )