i am saddened to say that i will not be at fils party. i have to work.

i think i've had a break through in the whole dealing with shit. i have a problem with sharing my feelings if not asked about them directly. i need to work on this ( Read more... )

so friday night i got a call from lauren informing me she talked to ____ at work. well its offical he likes me more than a friend. so the question now is will i date him. the answer, no. i am getting/going to get a lot of shit for that from a lot of people. i have been asking myself since friday night if its worth it. it is. i don't wanna ( Read more... )

3 hour trip there.

i went to vegas.

6 hour trip home.

i know what my problem is
i'm searching for a fantacy.

movies had made it seem like that is the way it can be. but can it really be like that?

as i sit in my room i wonder. wonder if as erica is right. is there not "the one" out there? should i just settle ( Read more... )

i'm just going to start writing and see what comes out. well this is my day today. i get all ready for school and thought that i looked very cute. see today i was going to meet one of my good guy friends new girlfriend. well on my way to school i didn't feel good. so i turned around then i was feeling better so i turned back around. that ( Read more... )

shit i really think that i am a bad friend. i don't call people. i don't write people. i suck

Monday
April 15, 2004 Breakthru Entertainment Presents:


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so i hung out with wendy and stephy tonight.  it was fun.  i got new things.

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