Unfortunately this journal is mostly filled with things I don't care to reminisce about...

So let's start fresh and clean.

Hi, I'm Josh.

It's amazing how it's been three years and I can still lie in bed awake thinking about her.

No matter how far I go,

No matter how much this hurts,

I wanted you to know,
my heart remains with you.

I thought you had disappeared,
so early,
away from here.

But this is the chance I never got,
To make a move,
but we just talked about

The people we've met in the last five years,
and will we remember them in ten more.

Where everything, and you and me, are correlated.

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I also decided that if I could pick any time period to be in, and any standing class, I would want to be a very wealthy french aristocrat in the mid 1700's.

I've decided there aren't enough movies that focus solely on self-discovery and introspection. If anyone knows of a great book or movie that involves a character vs self, involving little side-dialogue or other characters, let me know.

Some people can just never learn...

It just really hurts to know you're some people.

Every day I love her more and more.