going on being up for 23 hours, and working 8 of the last 9, little crazy thoughts go through your head about parties where everyone comes except a few people you wish were there, and some who show up when you are wasted and hardly remember. songs that take so l ong to finish around a schedule of sleep between 3 people. pictures that haven't been ( Read more... )

shit's been fucked up lately. I'm pretty stuck. It's all just hitting me, and I'm pretty useless. Routine is becoming agonizing. I just can't finish what I started.

dedicating my life to music, pinball, and telling you to fuck off, until something better comes along. fuck off

I feel better, went out, enjoyed the weather, and if I'd never met her, well, then who the hell would drive.

because people don't

Theres an ashley simpson song stuck in my head that has been there since yesterday. Thanks tomv. Got the 2 top scores on the pinball machine at coney. I didn't get fired rom auto zone even though I slept through my entire shift on wednesday and didn't even call. I get paid today! I'm bowling with jd next week, and her pics turned out fucking ( Read more... )

just to let you know. I can, I try, I wish sometimes. you are...too far, its here, I'm there. I'll take it out, you out, I'm out.

we don't need an explaination to everything. life isn't about excuses and support. live life day to day, see what happens. its better that way, sometimes. and just when you think days will be gray until your eyes can no longer focus on the horizon, the clouds open up a little, and that bright ass fucking sun shines through. my brain is ( Read more... )

I create a world in my head. And you don't live there anymore, just as I don't live in your own manifestation. But as for drama, though I make my own, there have been no out bursts or hang ups or sign offs from me. So, tell me... is it just the frustration you feel towards words that I say? Words are just electrical signals sent to your brain ( Read more... )

party, woohoo. thanks for showin up, fuckers.