so i am going to post pictures of myself... blah blah i am a picture whore.. so fucking shot me...


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Life.. what a mess... not only every fucked up issue that surrounds me but my head.. what a fucking mess... i am holding on.. trying... my meds.. do seem to be working.. on small levels... i dug the hole.. i left a million scars.. the shame that i hide behind my eyes.... i put myself through it again...and i hide parts so no one will see.. people ( Read more... )

my new tattoo.....


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i love the rain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this hurts more then i thought.. i just want to distroy everything

oddly enough.. this is so true

Your Birthdate: June 18

Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity ( Read more... )

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sometimes things don't seem so clear....

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you know i never got much out of you... well as much as you sold me... you gave the rest to the others that meant a lot more to you then i ever did.. pieces of me lingering.. waiting for a breath of cool air... i let go and never waited... i never wanted to look back.. i left without anything missing... every night i undress i have nothing to think ( Read more... )