why am i dying to live if im just living to die ,why am i trying to see when there aint nothing insid,e why am i trying to give when no one gives me a try, why i am dying to live if im just living to die

wow..havent't updated in a while. I stayed home fomr school friday and then me and jimmy went to smithheaven mall. i got mad cloths with my money. Abercrombie and Fitch wipped my out, but the hot girls were worth seeing 3 times. We went back just to them. Even the girls who shop there are beautiful. Well i miss a perfect sarku oppertunity because i ( Read more... )

yeah havent updated in a while, oh well. but not much has happened i guess. Well imsure theres been stuff but i just dont remember. well i have come to a conclusion im not meant for anyone lol. everyone i like ends up with someone else or not liking me or something bad. ahh fuck it i give up. but yeah last night i helped out withg the float it was ( Read more... )

School as been like discusting these past few days. Just soo boring its gross. I thikn the most exciting thing that happened to me this week was when deanna like sorta stabbed me with her pen in the back of my neck and it scared the shit outta me. it ok though because shes deanna, and hopefully all is begining to get better. Today i had a shitty ( Read more... )

Today was sort of a weird day. I honestly like hate math class its discusting. We do the smae fucking shit everyday. Theres one good thing about that class, and thats that me and danielle make fun of holes. Lunch today was boring, i hit a little blonde girl in the head with a french fry and then she throw a life saver at me and i caugyht it and ate ( Read more... )

sorry guys just experimenting with the pictures
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Well i think me and jimmy are starting an indie/emo rock band with grahm and mark rocco. Sounds good to me, we should be rather good if we get practices in. well so far this weekend i have work and went to the football game. It was fun. I must have stole danielle's white hat like amillion times and then i put it in my jacket and she was like all in ( Read more... )

Today was ok. I been thinking about alot of things. Things that i shouldn't be thinking about and some things that may help if i think about. God i wanna go to florida so bad. Maybe i should move there, i'll take Danielle Lambalino with me, she hates it here and would prolly wanna go back. Im in a shitty mood today. I got what was coming to me. ( Read more... )

Life changes drastically. Hard to handle as well. i still dont see the good in everything that has happened to me this year. Its like after one loss i build my self up for anythoer, am i missing something here? I guess i am, because u'd think id learn by now, well thats why i dont trust anyone, incase your wondering what im talking about, i lost ( Read more... )