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[showmetherope]

Day started out really good, i woke up to brendan calling that was nice. Yah well after that i went to school was really tired blah that doesn'y count. then i went to band practice. Fun time. I am still really nervous. I guess i am feeling compared to them, and i am like a 1 on a scale from 1-10. I don't know. and now albert wants me as back up

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[anonymous]

Dont be sad

Jeffy

[anonymous]

You won't post this even though its not attacking you but here goes. Your parents don't understand there kids depression excactly and you don't understand brenden depression. No one ever understands someone's depression. That is why parents send kids to shrinks. They try and figure things out becuase they are trained perfessionals. I have talked to many of your old friends. You thought you helped with Robert's depression when really he just wanted some breathing room. He wasn't able to do the old things he loved becuase you would get to attached and not let him. Kacy's depression came from yours. You were a negative influence on her. She is amazing now and she was before. It was that summer she hung out with you. You got her hanging out with other people that made her depressed. You didn't understand that. Your parents don't understand your life. You don't understand theirs. Brendens parents don't understand his, he doesn't understand theirs. You don't understand his, he doesn't understand yours. Until you live someones life or live

[showmetherope]

i understand what you talking about, if you have depressed friends, usally it rbs off on you. And i accully apriciate that comment, who ever you are. I have a trained person to tlak to , i do not enjoy him. He does not help me, he makes me feel worse about things, i have fone to about like 3 differnt ones in the past school year, i dont personally like it much. i Understand what your sayign about me getting to attached to one person, i guess i do that often, and i hate it. That is why i try to make other friends, and then everyone freaks out me leaving them, i guess i am just not able to make another step in my life, without someone getting angry with me. I am trying hard not to get to attached to the point of if there is a break up, it would of been as harsh as me and roberts. thank you for you comment.
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[xobstacleonex]

emo wanna be?

im just sitting there with my hood on.

and i hope everything works out, i love you and brendan very much.

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