i use to think i knew myself ( Read more... )

in one sense he was my best friend & this is really hard.

boys are such idiots.
example.

by ignoring/avoiding me, you're just making me miss you more, and by making me miss you more, you're just making me like you more, and by making me like you more, you're just making this harder for the both of us.

efff youuu.

and by every time, i mean the only two times ive experienced it lol.

tonight was horrible.
worst day in a looong time.
i have nooo idea what im going to do.
im so scared that im going to make the wrong decission.
i dont know i dont i dont know.
i have a big decission to make.

im Officially annoyed of something i shouldnt be annoyed with.

so where to start ( Read more... )

so i guess ill make a quick little update of my life ( Read more... )

i wish i knew when i only had one more year to live, cause then i wouldnt be afraid to do annnnyythinnnggg

ahhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

after one bad day.
things are even better then before.