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[showyoulove]

Oh man, what is my problem? I hate the way I am feeling! I hate the stupid, pathetic thoughts that come into my head. They are not from God. They are from the Devil and I will not let them consume me! Jesus, I want only thoughts of You in me. I want to rest in You and be covered in Your peace.

I hate feeling like I am not love/missed back home. I

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[my_lil_spill]

Hun, those thoughts aren't "from the devil"... they are a natural part of being "homesick". Homesickness takes on many, many forms before it is done. Trust me, I'm in the same place you are. I've done what you haven't done though, the friends who have not shown appreciation and consideration for me... I've let them go. At least you have friends that have come to see you! I've been here nearly a year and no one but one can tell me what color my house is or what it looks like inside. It's pathetic... so I let them go. I have good friends here and one back home that still cares.
Just hang in there and let homesickness work itself through. Hold on to what makes you strong-God, and you'll be just fine in no time :-).
Take care! I ♥ you!!