UUUHHHH i cant get the all good festival off my mind...im so fucking excited 12 days until my boyfriend and me leave for it uuuhhhh this is going to be such an amazing experience...one of the best i can feel it in my bones..I get to experience my first music fesitval with the love of my life just the 2 of us...i cant fucking wait for the ride down ( Read more... )

So today i started out having a goood day...but frankly sometimes i just dont think things all the way through...i guess it was that or i thought i wouldnt get caught. I shoplifted today at the mall and i got caught...i stole this wicked hippie skirt, they didnt press charges thank god. but they took me and my friends picture and then my dad had ( Read more... )

So...I have to wait about another week and half for the results from the biopsy.  I havent been thinking about it at all but sitting here having time to think, it's starting to make my stomach turn again. ...I dunno what the test is even testing for..It's making sure its not cancer i guess, or what stage my cells are at.  I'm sick of being ( Read more... )

uuuhhhh my hoody smelllsss like him soooooo much i cant stop smelling it and cuddling with it hehe..i had such an amazing weekend with shaun.. I didnt think it was possible to love someone this much and it just keeps getting stronger and stronger and its just fucking ridiculously amazing :D ( Read more... )

( Acid trip )

So I havent updated in awhile so, i figured i shall do so....last thursday i got a letter from my doctor telling a test i took at my annual check up can back adnormal and that there was a possiblity i have cancer and i need to go in for further testing or could become serious.  It hit me hard man, i just wasnt expecting to hear anything like that ( Read more... )

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what an amazing weekend...i cant stress that enough...phil came over my house played me in a quick game in halo and then we went to go pick up shaun from work, then we went back to phils house...i love our friends theres a lot of drama and bad shit going on for all of us but i know it'll get better and everyone will be able to enjoy themselves ( Read more... )

ITS 3:20AM AND I CANT FUCKING SLEEP and i have school tomorrow HEY IT'S 4:20 SOMEWHERE =]

godddd dammit.... I've been having real shitty sleep lately...I can never sleep and when i do i have really weird deep long dreams and a lot of them...lately i've been confusing whats real and whats been just a dream..and i wake up sweating. fucking a..I ( Read more... )

I'm going to bitch in this entry...so if that bothers you...dont fucking read it.

( Fuck this. )