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= = I see that town. = =
Name: Amy
Age: 18
Gender: Female
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http://community.livejournal.com/shrating/93690.html
http://community.livejournal.com/shrating/94007.html
= = I know I’ve done a terrible thing = =
Do you think you are an aggressive person? I'm not aggressive by default, but I am mentally, emotionally, and verbally VERY much so when I am provoked… especially if I'm in a bad mood. As far as physical aggression goes, I occasionally get violent thoughts when I'm pissed off, usually me wanting to throw something across the room, scream my lungs out, or bash my fists into the wall -- something along those lines. I've never acted on violence, though, because in the end, I hate and fear it.
Is that how others see you as well? My friends don't see as much of it as my family, but surely everyone must see it to an extent.
Would you consider yourself charming? ...No. But, I guess that maybe I can be somehow charming in my own unique, unconventional way. I do try to be as charming as possible toward the people I love most, especially romantic interests.
Would other people agree? While I'd think someone must be drunk or otherwise mentally impaired to seriously find me "charming," a few people have called me similar things, so I guess some people would say I am. I really don't know. I'm not exactly the best person to ask.
Sexy or cute? ...
And what's other people's take on this? Uhh, I've been called "cute," but never "sexy." The latter is in good reason. I am far from sexy in both looks and personality. I kind of wish I could be considered sexy(ish), but I can't, and I'm well aware of that.
= = Every day I stare up at the cracks in the ceiling = =
It's all about the sinning, right? So how do you think each of the seven deadly sins is reflected within you?
Lust: I'm incredibly perverted… Does that count? Hate to admit it, but I've never been involved with anyone intimately, for even so much as a peck on the cheek. It hurts, a lot. I crave physical intimacy quite horribly.
Gluttony: I don't actually consume very much. In fact, I often consume less than I should. I do pig out on junk food on rare occasion, and I have a sweet tooth, but I wouldn't consider it to be on an abnormal level.
Greed: I don't want an excessive amount of things, but I am often fixated on the things I do want. I frequently express my desires without consciously realizing it. Honestly, though, I don't think I'm much more greedy than the next person; I think it's simply that I'm more vocal about my wants and wishes. I do genuinely love and appreciate what I have, even if I might come off as ungrateful sometimes. I find the way rich and famous people spend money to be absolutely disgusting, and I'd never spend even a quarter as much if I had all the money in the world. In the end, it's all material; all junk… and the only thing I truly, sincerely desire in life is one special person to love and to hold until my dying day.
Sloth: Sloth is my greatest and most constant sin. I am and always have been incredibly lazy, in part because of my lenient upbringing and also because of my personality. I like just laying and sitting around, taking it easy. I love sleep, even though I usually deprive myself of it unless I'm depressed, and I tend to wake up late. I hardly ever exercise, am out of shape, and tend to stay cooped up in the house by choice (specifically, alone in my room). I'm also a terrible student and give academics pretty minimal effort.
Wrath: My second greatest and most constant sin. I have considerable anger management problems and can be easily angered by even the smallest things if I'm in the right (or shall I say wrong?) mood. When upset, I have a tendency to yell, start verbal battles, spew out insults, and make more sarcastic remarks than usual. My tongue is pretty sharp and relentless. Since I like to have the last say in everything, I will fight until I win or my opponent gives in. Unless I'm in a particularly good mood, which isn't often, it doesn't take much to provoke me. Plus, if I'm not left alone, I get downright nasty. Unfortunately for my family, they are mostly always the ones under exposure of such behavior.
Envy: I'm actually not an envious person. Seldom do I ever feel jealous or spiteful over another person, and when I do, it's nothing very big. For the most part, any envy I might feel stems from my desire for love and my lack of it, and, as such, is directed at basically anyone who does have someone to love.
Pride: Even if I wholeheartedly want to, it can be difficult for me to say sorry when I've done something wrong. I also like to have the last say and always want to be right in arguments. I think that's pretty much it, because I have self-esteem issues and am far from preoccupied with myself.
= = It’s just that this may be my last chance... = =
Congratulations, you've won yourself a trip to Silent Hill as the game's protagonist! Hey, apparently the town's even sent a letter to get you there! So... what does that letter say? Specifically, I don't know. It would probably be a romantic love letter from the man of my dreams, beckoning me to join him in Silent Hill so we could run away together… or something sappy like that. That would get me in the town for sure.
Whoops, sorry. I misread my notes, you're only a side character after all. Well, at least it's time for the actual protagonist to pay you a visit. So assuming they found you doing something representative of your state of mind, how and where would the two of you meet? The protagonist would find me by chance. I would most likely be curled up in the seemingly-safest place I could find, bawling my eyes out in fear and misery.
The protagonist asks you if you'd like to come with them. How do you react? Well, I'd believe in miracles, for one. Feelings of relief, joy, and gratitude would overwhelm me. I would thank them graciously for coming along and saving me, and I'd latch onto them immediately for a sense of security and warmth. Of course, this is all assuming the person doesn't seem dangerous or insane… If they fit either category, I would try to get away from them as quickly (and calmly) as possible.
And what would you do if they asked if they could come with you? Same as above. I might also feel a bit flattered that they asked to tag along; as much so as one can feel in Silent Hill. Especially if they were a gorgeously handsome guy like James.
= = Or maybe I just disgust you.... = =
Killing Mary: Right or wrong? Right. I am of the crowd that wholeheartedly believes James killed her out of mercy. Although there might be a bit of resentment or "selfishness" in between, I feel any such influences are very minor and even understandable given his situation. Besides, even if James thinks a part of him hated her, I don't believe he truly did. James' deep and sincere love for Mary is entirely evident in everything he does. Mary herself was suicidal, and though she couldn't bring herself to ending it, she did want to the pain to end, as she states. She was suffering; utterly suffering. She was at the very end of her life, and neither she nor James could stand the struggle anymore. As long as it's what Mary wanted, it can't be wrong. I know I'd want to die if I were in her place.
Killing Eddie: Right or wrong? Right; it was self-defense. The only choice James had was kill or be killed.
Killing Laura: Right or wrong? …What…? Wrong!
Killing time: Right or wrong? Why would you kill time in your own personal hell? Unless it involved getting cozy with a hot guy to relieve some stress. I'd be dying to get out, probably literally.
If your sanity rating dropped to zero, do you think you would be more likely to turn to homicide or suicide? Definitely suicide. I've had my ups and downs with depression, after all, and we know how I feel about violence toward others.
In James's place, which of the game's endings would you have chosen? Leave.
And if you got to make up your own ending, how would that one look like? …Oh god; bad question. It would be my heavily fantasized, fangirl continuation of the Leave ending in which James stumbles upon me, falls for me, and a passionate, steamy romance between the two of us quickly ensues. I'll leave it at that so I don't frighten and/or disgust anyone further, eh?
= = This letter has gone on too long so I’ll say goodbye. = =
By the way, which Silent Hill 2 character do you consider yourself least like and WHY? It's a tie between Eddie and Laura, and I really can't pick one over the other, so forgive me for choosing both. To start with Eddie, he is gluttonous, overly passive and uncaring over serious matters, obsessed with what others think of him, has bad fashion sense, lacks good hygiene, and is especially violent, crazy, and paranoid. I am the complete opposite. As for Laura, I am very shy, socially awkward, and especially polite with acquaintances and people I don't know, which she obviously is not. I would never insult or tease people in the way that she does, at least without it being warranted. It's also impossible for me to hold grudges, and I'd never make quick, strong judgments against a guy I didn't even know like she did with James. Even people I don't like get the best out of me unless they provoke me in some way, which differs from both Laura and Eddie. Lastly, both treated James poorly, Laura being a brat and making things harder for him, while Eddie, y'know, tried to kill him. I love and revere James to an extremely unhealthy extent, so I'd jump off a cliff before doing anything to harm or upset him.
The correct reply to "From now on, if anyone makes fun of me I’ll kill them!" is... anything that will keep you on Eddie's good side, or nothing at all.
And just where did Eddie get his pizza from anyway? Probably pulled it out of his ass. Does it really matter, though?
Jump down the hole? [Y/N] ? I'm not sure I'd survive long enough to reach the holes.
Anything else you would like to add? Nope.
= = I see that town. = =
Name: Amy
Age: 18
Gender: Female
The links to three unstamped applications you have voted on:
http://community.livejournal.com/shrating/93260.html
http://community.livejournal.com/shrating/93690.html
http://community.livejournal.com/shrating/94007.html
= = I know I’ve done a terrible thing = =
Do you think you are an aggressive person? I'm not aggressive by default, but I am mentally, emotionally, and verbally VERY much so when I am provoked… especially if I'm in a bad mood. As far as physical aggression goes, I occasionally get violent thoughts when I'm pissed off, usually me wanting to throw something across the room, scream my lungs out, or bash my fists into the wall -- something along those lines. I've never acted on violence, though, because in the end, I hate and fear it.
Is that how others see you as well? My friends don't see as much of it as my family, but surely everyone must see it to an extent.
Would you consider yourself charming? ...No. But, I guess that maybe I can be somehow charming in my own unique, unconventional way. I do try to be as charming as possible toward the people I love most, especially romantic interests.
Would other people agree? While I'd think someone must be drunk or otherwise mentally impaired to seriously find me "charming," a few people have called me similar things, so I guess some people would say I am. I really don't know. I'm not exactly the best person to ask.
Sexy or cute? ...
And what's other people's take on this? Uhh, I've been called "cute," but never "sexy." The latter is in good reason. I am far from sexy in both looks and personality. I kind of wish I could be considered sexy(ish), but I can't, and I'm well aware of that.
= = Every day I stare up at the cracks in the ceiling = =
It's all about the sinning, right? So how do you think each of the seven deadly sins is reflected within you?
Lust: I'm incredibly perverted… Does that count? Hate to admit it, but I've never been involved with anyone intimately, for even so much as a peck on the cheek. It hurts, a lot. I crave physical intimacy quite horribly.
Gluttony: I don't actually consume very much. In fact, I often consume less than I should. I do pig out on junk food on rare occasion, and I have a sweet tooth, but I wouldn't consider it to be on an abnormal level.
Greed: I don't want an excessive amount of things, but I am often fixated on the things I do want. I frequently express my desires without consciously realizing it. Honestly, though, I don't think I'm much more greedy than the next person; I think it's simply that I'm more vocal about my wants and wishes. I do genuinely love and appreciate what I have, even if I might come off as ungrateful sometimes. I find the way rich and famous people spend money to be absolutely disgusting, and I'd never spend even a quarter as much if I had all the money in the world. In the end, it's all material; all junk… and the only thing I truly, sincerely desire in life is one special person to love and to hold until my dying day.
Sloth: Sloth is my greatest and most constant sin. I am and always have been incredibly lazy, in part because of my lenient upbringing and also because of my personality. I like just laying and sitting around, taking it easy. I love sleep, even though I usually deprive myself of it unless I'm depressed, and I tend to wake up late. I hardly ever exercise, am out of shape, and tend to stay cooped up in the house by choice (specifically, alone in my room). I'm also a terrible student and give academics pretty minimal effort.
Wrath: My second greatest and most constant sin. I have considerable anger management problems and can be easily angered by even the smallest things if I'm in the right (or shall I say wrong?) mood. When upset, I have a tendency to yell, start verbal battles, spew out insults, and make more sarcastic remarks than usual. My tongue is pretty sharp and relentless. Since I like to have the last say in everything, I will fight until I win or my opponent gives in. Unless I'm in a particularly good mood, which isn't often, it doesn't take much to provoke me. Plus, if I'm not left alone, I get downright nasty. Unfortunately for my family, they are mostly always the ones under exposure of such behavior.
Envy: I'm actually not an envious person. Seldom do I ever feel jealous or spiteful over another person, and when I do, it's nothing very big. For the most part, any envy I might feel stems from my desire for love and my lack of it, and, as such, is directed at basically anyone who does have someone to love.
Pride: Even if I wholeheartedly want to, it can be difficult for me to say sorry when I've done something wrong. I also like to have the last say and always want to be right in arguments. I think that's pretty much it, because I have self-esteem issues and am far from preoccupied with myself.
= = It’s just that this may be my last chance... = =
Congratulations, you've won yourself a trip to Silent Hill as the game's protagonist! Hey, apparently the town's even sent a letter to get you there! So... what does that letter say? Specifically, I don't know. It would probably be a romantic love letter from the man of my dreams, beckoning me to join him in Silent Hill so we could run away together… or something sappy like that. That would get me in the town for sure.
Whoops, sorry. I misread my notes, you're only a side character after all. Well, at least it's time for the actual protagonist to pay you a visit. So assuming they found you doing something representative of your state of mind, how and where would the two of you meet? The protagonist would find me by chance. I would most likely be curled up in the seemingly-safest place I could find, bawling my eyes out in fear and misery.
The protagonist asks you if you'd like to come with them. How do you react? Well, I'd believe in miracles, for one. Feelings of relief, joy, and gratitude would overwhelm me. I would thank them graciously for coming along and saving me, and I'd latch onto them immediately for a sense of security and warmth. Of course, this is all assuming the person doesn't seem dangerous or insane… If they fit either category, I would try to get away from them as quickly (and calmly) as possible.
And what would you do if they asked if they could come with you? Same as above. I might also feel a bit flattered that they asked to tag along; as much so as one can feel in Silent Hill. Especially if they were a gorgeously handsome guy like James.
= = Or maybe I just disgust you.... = =
Killing Mary: Right or wrong? Right. I am of the crowd that wholeheartedly believes James killed her out of mercy. Although there might be a bit of resentment or "selfishness" in between, I feel any such influences are very minor and even understandable given his situation. Besides, even if James thinks a part of him hated her, I don't believe he truly did. James' deep and sincere love for Mary is entirely evident in everything he does. Mary herself was suicidal, and though she couldn't bring herself to ending it, she did want to the pain to end, as she states. She was suffering; utterly suffering. She was at the very end of her life, and neither she nor James could stand the struggle anymore. As long as it's what Mary wanted, it can't be wrong. I know I'd want to die if I were in her place.
Killing Eddie: Right or wrong? Right; it was self-defense. The only choice James had was kill or be killed.
Killing Laura: Right or wrong? …What…? Wrong!
Killing time: Right or wrong? Why would you kill time in your own personal hell? Unless it involved getting cozy with a hot guy to relieve some stress. I'd be dying to get out, probably literally.
If your sanity rating dropped to zero, do you think you would be more likely to turn to homicide or suicide? Definitely suicide. I've had my ups and downs with depression, after all, and we know how I feel about violence toward others.
In James's place, which of the game's endings would you have chosen? Leave.
And if you got to make up your own ending, how would that one look like? …Oh god; bad question. It would be my heavily fantasized, fangirl continuation of the Leave ending in which James stumbles upon me, falls for me, and a passionate, steamy romance between the two of us quickly ensues. I'll leave it at that so I don't frighten and/or disgust anyone further, eh?
= = This letter has gone on too long so I’ll say goodbye. = =
By the way, which Silent Hill 2 character do you consider yourself least like and WHY? It's a tie between Eddie and Laura, and I really can't pick one over the other, so forgive me for choosing both. To start with Eddie, he is gluttonous, overly passive and uncaring over serious matters, obsessed with what others think of him, has bad fashion sense, lacks good hygiene, and is especially violent, crazy, and paranoid. I am the complete opposite. As for Laura, I am very shy, socially awkward, and especially polite with acquaintances and people I don't know, which she obviously is not. I would never insult or tease people in the way that she does, at least without it being warranted. It's also impossible for me to hold grudges, and I'd never make quick, strong judgments against a guy I didn't even know like she did with James. Even people I don't like get the best out of me unless they provoke me in some way, which differs from both Laura and Eddie. Lastly, both treated James poorly, Laura being a brat and making things harder for him, while Eddie, y'know, tried to kill him. I love and revere James to an extremely unhealthy extent, so I'd jump off a cliff before doing anything to harm or upset him.
The correct reply to "From now on, if anyone makes fun of me I’ll kill them!" is... anything that will keep you on Eddie's good side, or nothing at all.
And just where did Eddie get his pizza from anyway? Probably pulled it out of his ass. Does it really matter, though?
Jump down the hole? [Y/N] ? I'm not sure I'd survive long enough to reach the holes.
Anything else you would like to add? Nope.