i want a boyfriend. a good, hott, loving, long lasting boyfriend.

-winter break finally. going with my dad since hes in from FL. to maryland to both of my grandparents house til tuesday. After that, i plan on getting wasted and partying it up til break ends. especially new years. hopefully this will be one to remember.

this week has been waayyy worse than expected. I somewhat try in school and it just so happens that io dropped at least one whole letter grade in every single class. I'm going to DIE...my parents will kill me on interims (grades go in tomorrow) psh yeah so can't wait for that. No boys lately. Theres no boys around here anyways, even if there were i ( Read more... )

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate ( Read more... )

this weekend is states :) i can't wait! wshs varsity cheerleaders...we made history =)

uhm lets see. pretty good past couple of weeks i geuss. at regionals like 2 weeks ago i had sooo much fun mann. and liz being crazy and hilarious at applebee's and on the bus i told her about my kids wal-mart bra =)  uhmmm i found out lauren is moving and thats ( Read more... )

today i accidently ODed on caffeine pills and acidamenaphin...my whole day is a big blurr and i feel all unfocused or something? its weird but at least its going away cause i earlier i couldn't stop moving constantly and it was really weird and scary and i took like 3 tests totally fucked so i def think i failed those. oh yeah and i remember being ( Read more... )

( homecomming pics! =) )

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I was scared but once I thought about, I let it go
Everything he said to me I guess I ought to know
We're all tired -talk when it comes to shove
Put up, put out or stay at home.

We'll never be the same, never feel this way again
I'd give you anything but you want pain.
A little water please, I taste you all over my teeth
Never again... just tonight okay?

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wshs varsity cheer=3rd place! <33

i hate how guys always like the same girl. i hate being jealous. i hate wanting or trying to be something i'm not. i hate watching people be thrown into peer pressure. i hate school and grades and tests. i hate it when people die tragic deaths because they made a lame mistake. ONE MISTAKE CAN TAKE YOUR LIFE. i hate how i always try so hard to look ( Read more... )