1...2..3. That's how many of my closest friends I've lost this past week. Not a single one has done anything to reconcile with me... And I'm too afraid to burden them with my shit.. I miss them all, but damn.. Do I REALLY miss him a lot. It hurt me so bad today when I just walked by him pretending he didn't exist... It's NOT easy to do something ( Read more... )

When all hope is lost, you think that it's the end ( Read more... )

God do I miss him...

Boys are like apples... the best ones are at the top of the tree. the other boys don`t want to reach for the good ones, because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. instead they just get the ones on the ground that aren`t that good, rotten apples, but easy. so the apples at the top think that something is wrong with them, when in reality, ( Read more... )

Dear Mothers, Fathers, and other parental figures,

Hello, My name is Von, I'm 14 years old, and a freshman at FHS. If you have invaded your childs privacy, or mine, for any reason whatsoever, and located my journal. Please, feel free to read it. But I HIGHLY recommend NOT judging me, based on the material in this journal. No, I'm not ( Read more... )

"Someone told me once that there's a right and wrong, and that punishment would come to those who dare to cross the line. But it must not be true for jerk-offs like you. Maybe it takes longer to catch a total asshole. But I'm tired of waiting. Maybe it's just bullshit and I should play GOD, and shoot you myself. Because I'm tired of waiting. ( Read more... )

--- Thanks to Kennon and Li ( Read more... )

i hate everything... life.. is.. over.

Ever Been Called...
Dumb?:  Yes (I don't know why...) 
Retarded?: Yeah, but because they we're too retarded to differenciate me and them.
Ugly?: All the time.
Hot?: When I sweat.
Fat?: By everyone but Lacey and Jaklin -__-;;
Anorexic?: LMAO YEAH RIGHT
A waste of space?:  Yup.(see below)
Useless?: Only my Grandma [mom] says that.
Smelly?: Nope. Too clean ( Read more... )

hmm... Been awhile since I've talked with Kennon, seems weird... Oh well, I guess he'll come around eventually. Any-OTHER-way... I got some money from my uber-wealthy aunt in PA, so I actually have money. Gonna buy some clothes, shoes... Maybe a game or something, I have no idea. MY trucks are fucked... Stupid ass Daniel, so I gotta pick up another ( Read more... )