you will always have a piece of my heart
JUST LOOK AT HIM
So yah... I just had 2 change my password? Soemthign baout it being 2 easy nd whatever..it used 2 be "ilovetom" bcuz rfom when we were going out... i made this thing then... so i changed it 2 my mspace one.. i dunno... hopefully i wont 4ge t it. i sometiems do that.
I need 2 change the info on this thing to...yah deff.
this weekend i worked TONS... everyday i worked till close. it wa laame. i work 2day nd wednesday i think... i think something is supposed 2 happen 2morrow but i dont remember.
last weekend i went skiing... nd met this guy. wowwwzers.
i dont talk 2 the same people i use 2 ... sometimes its kinda sad. i dunno.. my life has chagned so much.
i dont know waht 2 do... im still i think of times 2gether with the both of them
--truth or dare with brian when hee was drunk.. i didnt look cuz i didnt wanna see hm like that yet. haha dumb me.
--doug starting to take his clothes off when he was drunk.. but i didnt let him
--how i used to be so shy around brian when we first met nd he'd always ask me why.
--first time i got drunk around brian.. and jon always told me to tell him how i felt but i was always 2 scared nd then jon just yelled 2 brian nd told him everything "she effing likes you dude" ... haha nd that night he saw me cry.
--doug would always say "you like brian still" nd id just say no..
--mine nd brian's "i got u lasts"... we would stay up late, hah.
--nd that 1 time when we went on a vaca 2gether.. nd stayed at the same hotel. nd one night we were both going to bed he was going down and i was going to my room and i was walking and then i went to go back to the hall to listen to his door close and he was still there i was like im waitin for ur door to close hes like well im waitin for ur door to close
--when he slept over for the first time on the floor because i couldnt sleep and he said he wouldnt go until i fell asleep . so we sat up and talked all night nd got only 2 hours of sleep
-watching the notebook with dougg.. well i watched it
-him singing ray charles and dancing like they did back then
-his old navy sweatshirt i always wore. i looked cute in it too heheh
-doug nd joe always double team tickling me
-when he licked my face haha literally
-the day brian told me i was hot
-hooking up for the first time
-you should let me love u on repeat the first time me nd doug kissed
-when he sang to me the one line of let me love u to me lol
-the one night brian got really sick nd i had to keep checking on him to make sure he was okay
-tucking him in the one night he got sick
-'move outta the way im comin thru' haha the night doug was drunk thats all he said
-the last time i saw brian b4 i went 2 florida nd he hugged me for so longg and a few times and how he said 'you better be good girl'
-HE STILL HAS MY PILLOW CUZ WE TRADED!