I did it again

[shrimpy019]

I did it again. I blocked him. I couldn't do it any longer. I just don't understand what happened. We were so good in April. He was so nice and friendly to me. I don't even know what the hell happened to ruin that. 
So now I'm alone again. Thinking of all the good times he and I had together. I remember seeing him in gym class and instantly

Comments

[alaszyel]

He caused you a lot more pain than you could've ever caused him, and it is not your fault. You're not the one who behaved underhandedly and you're not the one who's been spiteful and you're certainly not the one whose mind changes along with the temperature.

It's not your fault he didn't appreciate you or return your feelings exactly or even treat you with decency.

If anything, all you're guilty off is loving too much, forgiving too soon, and holding on too hard. And the way I see it? That's not all that wrong when all is said and done.