you know ... chelsea* asked me a while back if i was happy by myself. telling me that i had to be happy by myself before i could ever be happy in a relationship. and i lied when i told her i was. i lied so that maybe in some strange way it would hit him and he would want to be with me. but now, now im not lying ( Read more... )

it would suck to be a penguin. no opposable thumbs. the poor beasts. but then again, at least they dont embarrass themselves by flinging poo like monkeys.
well i guess im not going to bobs on the 13th, ill be going to his place on the 18th. and staying til the 24th. whatever. its still a week of freedom. :)
-----edit----- worse than being a ( Read more... )

im not so sure of anything anymore

im sick of writing
every song
about
you

kelley is one of the best friends you will ever find. i was talking about suicide and how i would do it if i ever were to kill myself. id go outside in the rain and sit underneath the tallest tree i could find holding something metal. id also have a sign next to me that says the following : "fuck you world. you did this to me you bitches. now maybe ( Read more... )

who called manda yesterday? hilary called manda yesterday. the sister whom i havent seen in 5 years. the sister i havent talked to in 5 years. the one who just completed her first year of college, in school to be an elementary school teacher. that one. the one with a bellybutton ring and a huge tattoo on her back that took 3 1/2 hours, for those of ( Read more... )

( quiz stolen from nikk )

( about yesterday )

( quiz )

( dream one )

you know what. instead of giving up on my friends, ive given up on the whole human race. im going to be a nun and live a life of celibucy away from goddamned assholes. how can they think its alright to do this shit to other people? can anyone answer me that?