there are so many people who have gone through so much more than me... i swear...i met my soulmate tonight...in a totally pleutonic way. it is amazing how connected i feel to one person...ive never ever felt so comfortable with first glance of someone.

if you are going to erase me from your life please just do so and dont make a big deal out of it or go back on it and start making me think that we can still have a relationship again. so please just leave me alone im tired of this bullshit.

i'm satisfied with knowing i will never be satisfied.

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i aint easy
i aint sleezy
i blow kisses
that put them boys on rock rock
they be lining up the block
just to see what i got
i be up in the gym
just working on my fitness
they say im delicious
but im not permisicuous
if you were suspicious
all that shit is fictious

The sky is grey, the sand is grey, and the ocean is grey ( Read more... )

as i look back on 2006...ive realized ive become a completely different person whether for better or worse. and i do realize that the things ive been doing do have consequences...mostly on myself. in some strange twist of karma some of my actions have circled and become quite apparently self-destructive.

im just tired of feeling hurt
and so what if it is my fault...i cant predict it
i just want someone who genuinely cares.

Close that gaping hole located on the bottom center of your oval face ( Read more... )

i pierced my nose...well my friend pierced it with a sewing needle it was the worst pain ive ever felt

Will you look at those baby blues ( Read more... )