so i lost 3 lbs. but its just not how it was before.. i used to get on the scale every other week, and i'd be less. now, its just so up and down. i'm losing control
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i keep getting these thoughts.. like.. i wanna do this.. and i need to do that... but then i end up just giving up on it, and just ... existing. i hate it. i feel like i have no purpose anymore
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bilal invited me to go to tijuana last night. but of course i wasnt allowed to go, and i actually really didnt wanna go, it was just the fact that he actually asked me
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