I kno its been a while since ive updated... i havent had a comp cuz its all messed up. Well to let u all kno... no, eric neva did come up 4 my bday suprise suprise!! I really thought he wud change his ways but he didnt... of course not that wud be too much for him. Me and him are kinda not really friends n e more cuz its pointless... i talked to ( Read more... )

well i went 2 school yesterday and the day b4 it was alright... i hate that school so much tho i am so glad that it is the last day of school. I talked 2 eric n hes comin up the 17th-19th i really hope he does cuz it wud be awesome... but he doesnt kno how hes gettin here or where hes stayin cuz hes bringin his g.f with him. I cant wait till he ( Read more... )

well... its been a while but not much has happened... i called eric yesterday 2 try 2 let him kno everything. I asked him if he wud be home @ like 5 or 6 and he said ya n he asked me wut happened n i said nothin n he sounded concerned but wen i called him he wasnt home... so i neva really got 2 talk 2 him... which pisses me off cuz im finally ( Read more... )

well 2day i hung out with aaron for the first time in 7 months... he said sorry 4 all the stuff hes done and all the bullshit he put me thru and he is really truly sorry for it all...idk if i can actually 4give him cuz he really hurt me and i didnt deserve it... but i mean he doesnt wanna go off 2 college with us not talkin n thinkin i hated him ( Read more... )

well my bday is REALLY soon its in 26 days and im so excited... the 1st thing im gonna do is buy a movie ticket 2 a R rated movie lol cuz last summer wen i went 2 the movies i was always the youngest n couldnt buy a movie ticket which sucked... but now ill b able 2!! jus gotta get my permit 2 prove im 17 lol... i think i should get it it wud b a ( Read more... )

well... im not goin 2 maine n e more cuz somethin happened again... i was in tears wen i found out cuz i REALLY wanted 2 go n it made me so mad that i couldnt... i hope hes here on my bday... i havent updated cuz ive been workin all the time... but im hungry n makin some alfredo ill update later

well i worked 2day wen i wasnt even suppose 2... 2 girls got fired @ honey dew so i had 2 pick up one of the girls hours and court picked up the otha one so me n her got shafted which sucks wicked bad... i gotta work 2morrow @ the BAT station 12-7 and i REALLY dont want 2 but i really dont have a choice cuz there is no one else who can work there ( Read more... )

well i had my day off 2day n i was suppose 2 chill w/my friend jeff but we cant cuz his mommy is @ the hospital gettin x-rays for her shoulder so we cant do n e thing. Eric was actin like my dad he was tellin me i couldnt go out with him cuz he didnt like that he was 19!! he said hes gonna call me 2nite 2 make sure that im not doin n e thing or w/e ( Read more... )

hmmm... well i worked 2day 12-4 fun fun!! sucky sucky tips tho but its all good... i worked yesterday 12-9!! wasnt fun @ all i had 2 cover for someone who was sick but its ok i got extra hours on my paycheck so its all good...ummm i talked to erics daddy n he said that i can come the 19th even if eric isnt home yet... so that should be good i hope ( Read more... )

im sick of all the bullshit goin on... ppl suck i am such a good friend n NO ONE cares @ all ppl walk all over me like its nothing... i am nothing but good 2 ppl but i guess that doesnt matter ( Read more... )