Who loves me? I sure dont

[shuichi_eiri]

Have you ever felt so lost that even if someone offers to help, you still dont find your way? I feel like everything I had is falling apart. Everytime I try to look for hope for tomorrow it backfires. Why care so much for the people you love the most if they dont even bother to ask you how you feel about something. Like those BIG changes...... what

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[inuyasha32]

Have you ever felt so lost that even if someone offers to help, you still dont find your way?
It always happens to me... -_-

[shuichi_eiri]

Aww!! <33 <--stay

[loupegarou86]

I don't know what to tell you Lissette... I tried talking to you yesterday while I did your nails... but you kept on giving me a blank look. I quess our convo will have to be posponed till a weekend that I come home.

And I know you cover it up... your dad even asked about it. But I don't know what you want everyone to do about what you're feeling.

I've talked to Ivan.... have you even told him how you feel? I mean actually corner him and talk to him... not going in your room and hiding from the enevitable?

I know that this might sound harsh...and I'll talk to you more about it... when we're face to face.

[shuichi_eiri]

Its not exacty easly for me to say how I feel. Im not that open to everything. Thats just the way I am and I cant help it.

[setsunaine]

I think perhaps Rachel, the best thing is to let her speak when she's ready, let her alone if she doesn't want to talk, and try and understand that she is still a kid. I realize that you are trying to be helpful, but she may just need a little space and time to herself to gather her feelings properly. Its healthy to for her to work these things out and then request help if its needed. She has a lot going on and sometimes I think her feelings get trivialized because of her age.

I'm not trying to be mean, I just know how she feels, and sometimes being told to open up makes people turn further inward.

Again, this wasn't an attack, just food for thought. I want you to know that I value and respect your opinion. :)

[shuichi_eiri]

Thank you Annie. I do feel that way. I dont like it when people tell me to open up when Im not ready. If anything I want to say what I feel when Im ready not when Im forced. Im sorry that I didnt say anything Rachel but I didnt want to sound mean. Thank you for trying to help me out. :) I just dont think Im readying to say everything right now. Even though Im dying to... theres just some things no knows except me and God & I just need him right now more then ever. Ill be okay eventually. <33 <--stay