Lifes not always easy and lifes not always fair.....
Todays Friday and I had every intension of not going to school. My mom makes me like always. The whole day I was in the worst mood ever without even knowing why. I hate everyone in my class except for 2 people. I hate the uniforms. I hate everything about my school. Its 3:25 and my class and I go down stairs for dismissal. 3:30 They call my name. As I walk as fast as I can to get my stuff to go home I see my mother in the door way crying and talking to my English teacher, Mrs.Hamilton. I had no idea what was going on until I hear these words faintly "....I know she will be upset hes dead." My mom suddenly stops to see the look of confusion on my face. She says to me " Lissette baby, your grandfather passed away this morning" I felt like my whole world had fallen to pieces. I dont even remember how I got to being in my english teachers arms crying my eyes out. All I remember is me yelling out "ITS NOT FAIR MOM ITS NOT FAIR!" My mom, little brother, and I go to the nearest classroom where we just cry and cry. Poor little marvin he was just crying and didnt know what to say. He tried to calm me down but couldnt. When I came home I didnt know what to say to my dad. He looked like he has been crying for hours. I would do anything to never see him like that again....anything. Even know I just cant believe I can never get to see my grandfather. Ive only spoken to him 1 time on the phone. This Christmas was going to be my first time meeting my grandfather in person. I was so excited. Now Im never going to meet my grandfather or my other grandfather because my mom doesnt know where her father is. I still cant believe any of this.
Night,
Lissy <33
Night,
Lissy <33