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[Filter: Sasarai and Jowy]
Dearest Jowy, and Bishop Sasarai,
The city is so beautiful. I did not think I would get to visit it again as long as I lived. It is different, of course... the people. And though it appears just as I remember it, somehow I know it isn't home.
Everyone has been so nice to me. I hope you are both well. With any luck... this will all be over soon.
Jillia
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Dear... ah... Journal. Yes...
Have you ever felt as if... you could not tell anyone how you feel? I fear no one would understand.
Every single day. Every day, since I have set foot in this world, I have experienced these "visions." Now, I know I have heard of similar experiences from others. These... apparitions.
But every day I have glimpsed him. My brother. But he is... not like he behaves now. It is almost as if this cruel world has granted my wish for how I so yearn for him to be. He... he smiles, and it is not wicked. He stands with Father, and his look is gentle and kind.
I cry, for I cannot truly remember him ever looking so in our real world. His pain is too great and his madness far too... oh, by the runes, it's not fair
I know this version of him is not only intangible, but it is simply a lie.
I know this city is a lie.
But for these few days I spend here, with Lady Sarah to keep me company, and with this ...'Luca' and 'Father' here, and... and my love that I glimpse as well, 'Jowy'... I can smile and pretend my life is perfect.