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I hate it when people break plans they have with you. You get all excited over something and then they go, "eh, well I dont think its a good idea anymore". Im freakin sick of it.
My roommate was supposed to be my partner in a magick circle on Samhain, for prayer, or protection. But she pulled out saying that we dont have to do that, we don't have to make a circle togehter itll confuse the Goddess becuase we wont know what we want etc. I wanted sooo badly to do something Wiccan with someone, to have a feeling of togetherness...>< And she pulled out. Basically told me, "my friend said this, and so thats what Im going to do". Ick! Im just going to make a circle myself, and pray myself. Be solitary. I think it will be more intimate anyway, with my own words, my on thoughts you know?
Meh, I shouldnt emo. I just will only depend on my connection to the Goddess and not anyone else for that.