so David says he loves me and i want to believe him but he sucks.  I love him.  I bailed him out of jail like a dumbass.  He can be so mean at times.  I just want to run away from him ( Read more... )

 There is this guy who likes me a lot.  I talked to him a lot while David was in jail but it was nothing physical.  I like him too and I am seriously second guessing my relationship with David.  I'm kind of scared because I do love David but I feel that if he don't change he is going to ruin my life.  I won't leave David for some reason.  I just ( Read more... )

 lonely ( Read more... )

 David is my boyfriend.  FINALLY!  All it took was more than a year, a pregnancy, him fucking around with dirty hos, a couple bad fights, calling the police, slapping the shit out of him, pouring water on him and me through it all loving him like a dumbass ( Read more... )

I am so lonely right now.  I don't know what to do.  I'm bored and I want David to call me right now.  We have this really weird relationship.  No one believes me when i say I don't wanna talk to him maybe because I always end up talking back to him.  I try not to be like that.  It's hard for me ( Read more... )

 David talks to me now.  He is an asshole and I hate that I can't get away from him.  I love him but he does me so wrong but when I am not with him my world seems to crumble.  He is my world after EVERYTHING he is the shit ( Read more... )

David and I got in a bad fight last June because he thought I was a stripper(no comment ( Read more... )

I have a good feeling about this...

I have never had such pure immediate geniune interest in a GOOD GUY.  A nice looking guy who's not a punk.  I really want to get next to him.  He is exactly what I want so far...

I can't even describe the LOSERS I've dealt with just this past week just wanting me to be their "shawty" and just want to get in my ( Read more... )

HEYYYY!

First of all let me get this out the way.  I've been told I have no life soooo........... but it always takes one to know another.  I WILLsay that I don't sit at home and go look at someone who I don't give 2 shits about journal just so I can write them back trying to sound all hard and like I've ARRIVED because I'm a chunky bitch who got ( Read more... )

I need to get away.

A mass explosion maybe imminent if I do not get away.

I will self destruct.

Any and everyone in my path will get hurt.

I need to get away.

My quote of the day:

"If I could walk a mile in your shoes, my feet would thank me."

Please, peace

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