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[shutmeout]

Tell her not to go...
tell her something in my mind freezes up from time to time.
tell her nothing if not this,
all I want to do is kiss her.

I've regretfully decided to go back into my bubble. I need a break from the parties, [sex, drugs, and rockn'roll], and people.
I've been watching a lot of Scrubs lately, which is a great show. It's always

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[mindgoneblank]

at that stage, it's too early to figure out if you're in love, or just infatuated with someone. only way to figure that out for sure is to further explore it. which you said you're probably not going to do. so i dunno what to tell you.

oh, and uh.. i fucking miss you. let me know if you still have your cellphone, and if the number's still the same so that i may give you a call sometime.

[shutmeout]

umm.. don't know which number you had/have.... new one is 206-8017.
if you're ever in h-town, call me. I still live in the same big ass house as before. You're still allowed to visit!!
I'd visit, but don't have a car... =/

oh.. and i say I won't pursue it... but you know how that goes. generally, the heart leads the mind in my case [when it comes to relationships]. I'm sure I'll delve into it headlong and wake up wishing I hadn't. Fortunately, I swore off regrets, so it'll work out somehow. right? =)

[mindgoneblank]

yeah, i definitely didn't have that number you just gave me, but i do now! i was in huntington this time last week for the piebald/hrc show, but i don't really make it down there too often anymore. i think you live really close to patrick!

but i'd still like to get a hold of you sometime to chat & catch up, so if there's any time of day, where you're usually at work or something, let me know so i don't catch you at a bad time.

and about your girly situation, i think you should go for it. it's hard to be just-friends with someone like that. it's like torture pretty much, and sometimes the friendship isn't always worth it. and if it doesn't work out, then hey, she probably wasn't right for you, and you shouldn't be overly upset about it.

♥♥

[twilight_tango]

road trip to md this summer?

i think so!

[skchdthought]

I wish you luck in this situation dear. It doesn't sound like an infatuation, but I say you're doing the right thing. Hopefully she'll see how wonderful you are. I miss you... Oh--and Marshall sucks ass.

<3 Erica